failure

I cannot believe this. The harsh reality stared right back at me, straight and sure. I merely looked back with disbelief. This could not be true. I had never experienced this before. What had gone wrong? There must have been some kind of mistake. I whispered, "Oh my god."

I FAILED MY GEOGRAPHY TEST.

I have never ever failed a graded test before.

I was shocked. Just shocked. The number 6.5 stared back at me unwittingly. I could do nothing but whisper, "Oh my god." The teacher said hesitantly, "Yes, you did quite badly this time round. So, I have organised a remedial lesson just for this chapter, Rivers. Which lesson could you go? Wednesday or Thursday?" I merely replied, "Thursday." I was still shocked. I did not feel sad, or feel like crying. Just plain shock.

***Btw, this is NOT a composition of any kind. THIS IS TRUE. EVERY WORD OF IT. I AM STILL TRYING TO ACCEPT THAT HARSH REALITY. :'(

the fun we had

We had class outing (1K) yesterday!!! :D

Grace and I set off at around 10am and reached Pasir Ris MRT at 10.25am. We called and waited for those who were supposed to fetch us to Pasir Ris Park. They were like SUPER slow. After waiting for 40 mins, we could finally set off and walk to the park. While waiting, Zhen Yang waited with us. It seemed kinda boring so Zhen Yang suddenly said, "Let's talk about Mee Kia and Mee Pok. Which one you think is better?" The question was SO random that we ended up laughing. XD

The party cum outing was fun and enjoyable. The best part was that we got to know each other better now! It turns out that Valen was not really a "non-active" person! He even went down to sea and played in WATER!!! XP Haha! Zhen Yang, Ming Yu, Xu Hua, Felix, Krystal, Pamela and me played in the water. It was super fun splashing each other. And as we brought extra clothes, we could play all we wanted without worrying. The irritating part was that the water was salty, so if we accidentally swallowed some water, it would taste REALLY yucky!!! ;P

We also had a picnic. The food was specially prepared by Yohanes and a few others. (speaking of food, I haven't pay the $3! :P) There were nuggets, hotdogs, noodles, chicken, fishballs, drinks, pasta! The pasta looked kinda gross so I did not eat it. The other stuff were okay though some of them were soggy due to condensation. D:

We played some games like pass the rubber band. We used our mouths to hold the straws in our mouth then passed the rubber bands using the straws. We also had the spoon and egg game. We played blanket too. Was like kinda 'serious' at the starting but it got fun afterwards. Benedict kept saying 'err' and then we sabo him saying that that was a name so he got wrong! Haha. :)

Finally, we cleared up and got ready to leave. Although some of them still wanted to play at the playground. Nicole G., Grace and I took bus 89 home. :D

This class outing was a SUCCESS compared to previous ones I think! Though the number was quite small and it rained at first, the party still ended up well. :D

***Poor Ying Xuan. She started feeling sick during the party and she did not go to school today... :(

Happy National Day to everyone!!!

yoyo everyone!!!!
Today was national day celebrations!!! :D
Dunman High had some events planned up. We first went down to parade ground to sing some national day songs. :)
was boring and fun. (contradicting, huh?)
We took pictures too! :P
Then, we went up to class and had some activities which were planned for us.

These are the activities:
- Singapore Quiz
- Don't forget the lyrics!!!
- Face and Hand Painting
- Cake cutting

Don't forget the lyrics was fun.
We had to know the lyrics to some national day songs. :)
the ppt/movie was also super nice. I dunno how they make the effects like you click then will have another page and when u go back the thing u click disappears!!! :O
We also had Cake cutting which was extremely fun too! We had a cake which had national day flag on it! :D That day was also Gerald's birthday i think, so we sang happy birthday song to him! :D
Happy birthday Gerald!!! XP
Wow! after that, we went to compass point to arrange to meet miss tan.
But we did not get to see miss tan. she had some parent teacher meeting stuff... :(
we saw zilin, sinching and ruixin. :D
then, we went to mac's, kfc, burger king to find seats. Finally, we decided to buy kfc then go sculpture park and eat! ;P We bought and met kylin there.
We then played colour catcher. Hahas. Was quite fun!
Then, Beldric suddenly sms me saying he gonna come. At that time, it started to have a slight drizzle. So we say that we are going already. Then, while passing CVPS, we saw Beldric. LOL! He looked so much matured than he used to. Haha. But when we heard that he does not even have a CCA then, we knew that he had not changed in heart at the very least. :P
Went back home wif marilyn on 89. :D

Today was quite fun and we got released early. Shinmin was like quite high when we went back to class. Maybe he super happy today released early??? heehee. :D

^ "Happy birthday Singapore" Cake

~i'm lovin it!

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Maranda FELL.
And got hurt.
She gt this super long scratch and on her arm and hand and knee.
Was so scary.
She also looked pathetic with her milo shake spill.
Sigh~
Luckily, her milo shake can wash away.
Well, was a really unlucky day for her.
Must hurt alot...

I also gt my finger hurt during softball. -.-
Wearing some red wrapping thingy around my finger.
The third time i am having such a thingy.
and I hate it. -.-

hiie! i feel like changing blogskins lahs~!
the current blogskin like being squeezed to the left side.
i wanna make it like center.
the blog entry size i also wanna it to be bigger.
XD
i very fussy one.
i feel i like the music one which is my previous better.
more, well, nice?
haha, i dunno lahs
anyway, jus reserved a book called, "my best friend's girl"
relax, nt anything to do wif BGR.
kk, the starting have.
the story is like this:
a girl sees her best friend hooking up wif her BF.
Then, they separate lors. (obvious)
Years later, i think dunno who pass away, so the friend ask the girl to take care of her daughter for her. Then, thru this journey, the girl finds forgiveness, etc.
i haven read the book, but this is the summary. :)
i saw it at popular, then went library find. XP
clever rite me??? ;P
The author i think is by dorothy dunno-who.
u go library the catalog can find already. :)
i have a feeling its quite nice.

living it, lovin it

Flipping of Coins

This was a truly funny incident.
On monday, Yuping just came back from volleyball. Jingwen and I finished softball. So, we met up and wanted to decide whether to take 30 or 158.
Thus, we flipped a $1 coin.
Heads was 30, tails was 158. We got heads. Thus, we walked to 30. When we were nearing the traffic junction. We saw 158, but we were already nearing the traffic junction, so decided not to run. Then, we saw 30 pass by. -.- And at that moment, 158 passed behind us and 30 passed in front of us!!! was so maddening!
Then, we walked to 30 bus stop.
We continued to flip coins and realised that yuping kept getting tails while jingwen and i got heads. i interpreted that it meant that yuping must go to 158 bus stop (opp) then 30 will come. Haha. But... the truth is: 30e came to the 158 bus stop. We were like cursing and laughing. XD Finally, 30 came. :D haha. :)
Flipping coins is so mysterious!

Harry Potter and not enough seats!

Harry Potter and not enough seats!

We were celebrating Rachel's birthday on Friday. We decided to watch Harry Potter.
We went to Vivo City. SOLD OUT.
Then, we went to Plaza Singapura. SOLD OUT.
Then, we went to Grand Cathay. YES. SOLD OUT!!!!
Argh... By then, we were so hungry and tired.
So, we jus went to eat KFC. XD
Haha. :)
But it was quite fun.
Though Siti's cheese fries looked horribly disgusting. She added lots of chilli to it and mixed it all up. Eww~! Haha.
Managed to 'catch up' with friends.
Though, was a disappointment that we cant watch Harry Potter.
At KFC, there was this little boy who watched. He was there humming the tune. Adilah was like so angry and muttered, "Who got scissors??? I wanna kill him!" (joking) Haha. Was so funny!!!!
Hopefully, we will organise another one and maybe book tickets!!! :)

living my life

Today was quite a funny day. LOLs.
During school time, we were supposed to think of something which we had to overcome odds to achieve it. Then, Gerald got picked to share his experience. His conversation:

Gerald: 我把头放进水里...
(class burst into laughter)
Teacher: huh? 为什么你把头放进水里? 游泳啊?
Gerald: (nods)
Teacher: 那你有什么困难吗？
Gerald: 没气.
(class and teacher laughs)
Teacher: 断气啦!

LOL! when you are there, it is funnier than when I type haha.
Then at bus 158, Jingwen, Grace and I got up on the bus.
Just nice, Mingyu, Bryan, Zhenyang and Weirong got up too.
Then we were chatting abt me saying yes all the time. haha.
I was like answering each question with 'yes'.
Jingwen got so irritated that she laughed so much.
And Jingwen says that she like the monotonous voice of Bryan. I hate it. It is like so DEAD. haha~
Today was suuuupppppeeeeerrrrr funny!
I ate baked potato too! But it tasted nicer the first time. Dunno why but food always tastes nicer on the first try. Yummy all the same~

living it, loving it!

Yo! Anyway, just changed my blogskin.
The new one is kinda simple. I saw and liked it. :)
Anyway, I just got a freaking idea to write a story and I bet that I would stop halfway like hw i did with the previous one. XD
Oh, I got my creative writing assignment back. I gt 23/30. Which is an A. I dunno why but I dun feel satisfied. I am recently nt satisfied with my LA marks ALWAYS. I dunno why lehs~. its like to me, the marks feel so low. maybe next year i will buy exam papers to do. i jus realised that my marks are always best at the years when i do exam papers. XP
LOL. This is the starting of my new story. Not sure if will continue it.

I hate myself for making my parents angry. And I hate the other children who did it too.

~~~

I was abandoned at the young age of five. The reason for my abandonment was simple. I made my parents angry. I was playing with my nine-month-old sister happy. I pushed her around on her pram. Suddenly, I pushed too hard. My tiny hands could not pull the pram back. I could only watch as the pram went to the road. The truck containing furniture knocked into the pram and the pram was destroyed into bits and pieces. So was my little sister. Then my parents sent me to this orphanage. It was the kind which was really old and it was practically rotting away. I heard my parents explain to the headmaster of the orphanage, "We don't want her! She killed her own sister!" The headmaster tried to persuade them to take me home with them. But they slipped away when she wasn't watching. That was the last time I saw them.

Now, I am eight year old. I could never forget the look on my parents as they stared at me and my sister. They screamed at me but I did not reply. I did not even shed a tear. They thought that I was not regretful. They were angry and scared. I seemed so alien to them. The truth was that I was not sad because my sister died. I was sad because my parents said that they hated me. My whole five years were spent with them, longer than my sister. Yet, they say that they hated me because I killed my sister. I was filled with jealousy. At the same time, my heart was aching inside. Every father's or mother's day, when I said that I loved them, I meant it. They were my everything. However, I was not theirs. The truth hit me like a bolt. They loved my sister more than me. I was just one of the kids. My heart shattered into a million pieces.

Thus, I hated myself. I hated myself for making my parents angry. And I hated the other children who did it too.

K, I not sure if will continue but i think will. :)
It is gonna be something like the show called, "orphan". XD