Monday, July 23, 2012

The Dark Knight Rises


The Dark Knight Rises

So I went to watch The Dark Knight Rises with my family on Sunday. There is only one word to describe this: AWESOME. 

The cast was stellar - I personally liked all of them, especially after watching a few in Inception :D

The first part of the movie would be a bit draggy I guess because not much action happens. It is this time that audiences get confused as well because there are just some unexplained characters, which would be explained later in the movie. 

Personally, I found this Batman series one of the best. It highlighted just what it meant to be human, which is the crucial part because then the audience gets to realise that 'Hey, Batman is a human too. He is not just a superhero, but a human as well'. There is a lot of underlying messages about humanity, fear, forgiveness and love. It did not just focus on Batman and his stunts, but his feelings and actions and consequences. The whole Batman series of this was one of its kind. 

It created a lot of situations where people were forced to make 'ethical' decisions based on unethical means. The film does a lot to test the truth about humanity. Also, what I liked about the movie was that it allowed itself to delve deep into the dark parts, which most superhero movies are afraid to do so. They did not bother to glamorize Batman, which allowed us to see the 'real him'. That's crucial.

Even though I am a big fan of the Avengers as well, I have to say that Dark Knight was better than the Avengers. 

It brought Dark Knight to its climax. At a certain point (not gonna spoil for those who have not watched), you finally get a sense of the attachment you feel with Batman. A sense of loss overwhelmed me at that point of time as I realised that this was the final instalment of the Dark Knight, and that this might be the end. (It's already a massive clue as to what might happen)

Dark Knight definitely has formed a bond with its viewers because we are taken on the emotional roller coaster ride of Bruce Wayne. We feel and understand him, and eventually, we ALL wish to see him gain happiness. 

Ultimately, I am very satisfied with the ending :) I could not have asked for more :D

Score: 5/5

And yes, Christian Bale, you have gained yourself a fan :)


Yes, I know. He looks infinitely hot. HAHAHA :))

Looking forward to any other movie he makes in the future!

Saturday, July 21, 2012

Books

I shall dedicate this post to a list of books that I have recently read!

Books I have read (and still remember that I've read):
  1. One Day by David Nichols (one of the few books that I do not regret buying)
  2. Delirium by Lauren Oliver (quite a nice book to own)
  3. Pandemonium by Lauren Oliver (sequel to Delirium)
  4. This is a Love Story by Jessica Thompson
  5. The Perks of being a Wallflower (thought I might add this in because it is going to be a movie, and it actually a pretty good coming-of-age book)
  6. Thirteen Reasons Why (LOVE THIS BOOK)
  7. The Illumination by Kevin Brockmeier (Pretty touching and sad. It might get irritating when some people's story ends and the story moves on to another)
  8. Before I Fall by Lauren Oliver (I already own three of her books LOL. This one is quite touching as well)
  9. Toby Alone (Courtesy of Siyun who lent me the book)
  10. The Sealed Letter by Emma Donogue
  11. Room by the same author above
  12. Something Borrowed
  13. Before I Go to Sleep (I had too high expectations that it did not quite meet)
  14. Me Before You by Jojo Moyes (Wonderful book)
  15. The Last Letter from Your Lover (Superbly touching book, YOU SHOULD READ IT)
  16. and many more...
Books I have read halfway (and kind of gave up reading):
  1. Rupture by Simon Lelic (This is actually a pretty good book. It's just that it gets irritatingly slow after a while. It does give some insight into human behaviour and nature though)
  2. Anna Frank's Diary (worst mistake I made - buying this. Everyone says it's good and provides knowledge into the lives of Jews during WW2, but you cannot help but admit, it's very boring)
  3. A Million Little Pieces (interesting in the beginning, but gets boring later on because the author goes into a repetition of vomit, eat, vomit, eat - it's a true story though)
Books I am currently reading;
  1. Wuthering Heights by Emily Bronte (proving to be difficult to read)
Books I am planning to read:
  1. Jane Eyre (the original version btw)
  2. The Red Queen by Philippa Greggory
  3. The Other Boleyn Girl by Philippa Greggory
  4. Art Geek and Prom Queen
  5. Night Circus (I wanted to buy this and no. 4 at popular since there is a sale, but am trying to control by book-buying fetish!)
  6. A dangerous method by John Kerr (I have a feeling this is going to be boring though)
  7. Howl's Moving Castle (yep, the book!)
  8. I might re-read Thirteen Reasons Why HEH.
There! So far, these are the few books that I can actually remember. If anyone who knows me is interested in reading any book, and I own it, feel free to borrow them from me :)

Anyway, just fell in love with this Chinese song (unexpected right?!) called 爱你 by Kimberley. 


The song is very addictive and surprisingly nice for a Chinese song :)))

就这样 爱你 爱你 爱你 随时都要一起
我喜欢 爱你 外套 味道 还有你的怀里
把我们衣服钮扣互扣 那就不用分离
美好爱情 我就爱这样贴近 因为你


~

Wednesday, July 18, 2012

Completed!

YES! I am finally done with my PW product!
My group finished it up today :) Although there were still some irritating moments when I really felt like yelling at a particular person, the fact that the product is completed fills me with happiness and satisfaction that I don't really care anymore!! :D
I am really proud of our product! Okay, I shouldn't really be gushing about my own work, but it seriously looks very professional hee :)
We spent a long time on it, but I think that it is definitely worth it!!! AHHH~ WE SHOULD MASS PRODUCE OUR PRODUCT AND DISTRIBUTE IT TO THE WORLD! Haha, I shall reveal more about our product next time.

Recently, I am really interested in the show "Big" :D It is a korean drama that mainly centres around the body switch between a 30-year-old and 18-year-old boy. The fiance of the 30-year-old guy is put in a spot because the boy whom her fiancee switches soul with is her student! So, evidently, a love triangle is going to form. I want the teacher to end up with the student, though it is 'morally' wrong of course.
BUT THIS IS A DRAMA - ANYTHING CAN HAPPEN :)

I am also currently (literally sitting in front of the TV) watching Secret Garden that's showing on channel u. I find the CEO so funny! He's so funny in the way her thinks because he himself seems clueless about how he feels hahahaha.

Looking forward to the Dark Knight Rises :DD
It will definitely be one of the highlights of this year! <3

For the first time of this year, I am actually feeling accomplished! I think it is because most of the projects are almost done, and the year is almost ending :) Things always seem better when the end is near.

I will probably be joining NEmation with Grace, Jingwen and Yuping this year too. Although I personally found it to be quite 'lame', I thought I might as well do something this year :)

Gonna go to sleep now!

Monday, July 16, 2012

$10

"To err is human, to forgive is divine."

Whoever said that can go shut up. MY TEN DOLLARSSSSS!

So, this is what happened.
I was watching Spider-man with Krystal and Grace on Friday. I then helped them pay first since I had a big note. The cashier then gave me change for $31 although the tickets cost $21.

I WAS SHORTCHANGED OF $10.

I am so upset nowwww!!! I mean, the cashier should have done his job better!!!
I am MORE UPSET AT MYSELF. Why didn't I check the change properly!! Argh. I'm so dumb. I tried to get the money back today but the person there said that the records only went back to one day. I could not check if the cashier then did really give me the wrong change. Meaning, they weren't gonna give my $10. -.-

FINE, CATHAY, YOU SHALL GET IT FROM ME.
When I go and watch Batman with my family, I am going to use my NEBO card to get some DISCOUNTS, AND YOU SHALL BE REPAYING ME BACK FOR THAT TEN DOLLARS. MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

Although this was the first time it happened, I had a similar experience before.
I think this system of paying money WITHOUT RECEIPTS IS DUMB, AND IT SHOULD BE CHANGED. Yes, humans make mistakes.
BUT WHEN IT COMES TO MONEY, I AM A PRACTICAL PERSON WHO CANNOT STAND LOSING TEN DOLLARS.
Cathay, and ALL CINEMAS, should give us a receipt for every purchase of tickets that we make. Face it, I believe that the Singapore cinemas are making big bucks. Let's just compare to Malaysia. Their tickets are cheaper than ours, and their quality of movies cannot be that far off. What's the matter in printing a few more receipts to ensure better service and clarity for your customers? I don't believe that it will cost much of a loss.

And, WHO DELETES THEIR RECORD EVERYDAY?!!! Do you really have THAT many records that you cannot store at least 5 days worth of records? I mean, between now and when I bought the ticket, it was only a span of 3 days! I expected more from one of my favourite cinemas. What do you have a record for? TO CHECK. What's the use of keeping it for a few hours, only to delete it? Refunds or short change problems are supposed to be solved on the spot, but accidents so happen. Despite this, I expect such accidents to be covered.

Furthermore, I am pretty sure that I am not the only case in point with regards to this matter.

Anyway, I've decided to forgo Abraham Lincoln the movie because of my irritation now.
URGGGGGGHHHHHHHH.

Wednesday, July 4, 2012

A cycle

I just realised that I have been feeling very frustrated and irritated these days. Just today, I bet I had uttered "irritated" at least five times. FIVE TIMES. Being negative is bad for your health, or so common sense says.

So, I shall try to get out of this troubled mood, and perhaps, be slightly happier, or more positive. Note 'try'. It is never easy to pick yourself up and decide to be optimistic there and then. Wallowing in self-pity always seems to be the easier choice, because all you do is complain, weep and worry. Nothing constructive is actually done.
Breaking out of the shell is the hardest.

Anyway, I've also realised that my mood is always something like a cycle.
A cycle of sadness and happiness, all walloped into something like a tornado. 
I spin inside, sometimes getting into the region of frustration, or the region of bliss.
As always, what comes after happiness is sadness.
But what comes after sadness is happiness.
This is why I notice that my posts tend to be happy happy happy sad sad sad sad happy happy sad sad and it goes on. ANYBODY ELSE NOTICED THAT???

Basically, life is just a cycle of sadness and happiness. When you've reached the peak of a particular emotion, what comes after will always seem to be the opposite of what you were feeling just before. 

Anyway, enough with this philosophical stuff.

I just finished (almost) my history project. While working on it, it dawned on me that history projects are always my favourites because they tend to be quite fun! For the one that we are doing now, we are supposed to come up with a propaganda poster, which is pretty cool. 

I am almost done with ACE ATT 2 Report. I am gonna finish it up tomorrow. If they ever ask us to do a survey to feedback on the ACE curriculum this year, I am gonna tell them not to make our juniors go through the same torture!! (Yes, I'm nice I know) ACE just seems like never-ending, limitless torture. 

My UK Journal is not done yet. It is still work in progress, of which the progress has currently stalled due to technical difficulties in trying to get the machine aka me, to ignite and start working. 11 days is just crazy. Imagine the huge chunks of work I would have to come up with to describe the 11 days. 11 huge chunks of words O.o And two creative product! I've done one already, at least, heh.

Those are mainly the homework that I am concerned about as of now....

Oh, I had LA PW meeting today, which went surprisingly well considering all the drama we had previously HEEHEE. Truly happy with today's outcome I guess! 

I am really looking forward to Centrestage this year as well. There are so many year fours taking part, which is gonna be really interesting. Jing Ying is participating as well. After her performance of We Are Young, I am totally looking forward to her centrestage performance.

We had a PCCG lecture in the school hall today. It ended on a pretty serious note, of which I would like to express this: 
I SERIOUSLY HATE LETTING PEOPLE COPY MY HOMEWORK.
The problematic part of all this is, you don't know how to reject people when they ask you for your hmwk.
The reasoning behind this is partly because well, I am kinda selfish. Secondly, I find it frustrating that my HARD WORK is easily copied off by someone else who has made no effort to do anything. (I finally get the meaning behind copyright uh.) I think it's fair that everyone puts in his or her effort and gets the marks they truly deserve. If not, it would be unfair for those who really put in hard work.
So for those who are reading this, you better think twice before asking me to lend you my homework xD

Ending on a happier note, Song Joong Ki is DAMN CUTE.
Heehee~~~ He was like the smartest and handsomest character in Sungkyunkwan Scandal! And I didn't know he was in Running Man :DD HAHAHA. 
The best thing is that he looks best in a candid photograph :DD



Monday, July 2, 2012

People

Sometimes, people are the most confusing things ever.

We are unpredictable.

We have no set rules or instructions on how we are supposed to operate.
I guess we have something called the 'politically correct' way but, who really follows it with all their heart?
Feelings get in the way.
Selfishness start taking over.
Our own interests seem to matter more.
Confess it, who hasn't had any of those thoughts?

I do too.

I know everyone's actions have their own reasons behind them, but it is so hard to try and understand them because their actions affect me in an entirely different way.
We come from different sides, different perspectives, different wants.
I am trying hard, but MY selfishness gets in the way and I start getting angry.
At myself and others.

I guess sometimes, people just disappoint me.

All that I want is for you to say yes when you really mean it.
And to do it when you already said yes.
Do not go back on your words.
We had a plan, a promise, albeit a small one, which may seem insignificant but it makes a whole lot of difference.
A difference about how I look at you and myself, our relationship, our friendship.

I hate disappointment.
After so many things that I've been through, more disappointments are just something that I cannot handle any longer.
I need people to mean what they say, and to do what they say.
Stop giving excuses before we both know that they ain't true. They are just attempts aimed at pacifying me, and they ain't working because I'm smart enough to know when something is not true.

I guess I just need people to be a little more reliable.

Either that, or I need to lower my expectations of people.

Friday, June 22, 2012

School blues

School is starting next week...
I really don't want that to happen.
I feel as if there are so many things that need to be done, which is freaking myself out. Meanwhile, I was doing my UK Journal. I am still on Day 2, good job self.

I am currently contemplating whether I should go for dinner with my 4K classmates. Firstly, I am too lazy to go out. Secondly, reason that cannot be disclosed here, hahah. On the other hand, this is class outing, so I guess I should make an effort to go out right?
This is frustrating.

I also realised that things are made harder for my UK Journal because I need to come up with two or more creative product. I can almost hear the wicked cackling laughter from my literature teachers (though it's hard to imagine Mrs Vora like that, she's too nice). WHY WHY WHY.
I should have just been more hardworking and done my journal every night in UK -.- totally regretting it right now. See kids? This is what happens when you do not do what your teacher tells you to. And it happens all the time.

Anyway, I think the reason why I am taking so long with the journal is because I am trying to make it look nice, decorate it etc. If I just did not care about the prettiness of it all and just wrote whatever was needed, I bet I could be done with it very quickly. AND I REALISED WHAT A MISTAKE I MADE.
Remember the Green Fields poem I wrote? I could have plonked it onto my journal!!! BUT I already posted it on my blog so it's quite evidently not inspiration I got from UK huh. HMMMM.

SHOULD I OR SHOULD I NOT?? (to go for the outing, and to plonk the poem in or not??)
To be or not to be, that is the question. (At least that's something I got from my UK trip)

Meanwhile, I shall continue pondering.

Gosh, whatever, they only said creative product, but it need not be directly from the trip right????? Heh.

Oh, and I watched Prometheus with Huiyi, Sher and Dion. It was actually quite scary lololol. I think we were the only ones squealing in the cinema as frightening parts, hahah. Michael Fassbender acted damn well too :) The whole story is just really intriguing, but then there was practically no questions answered, which made the movie kind of useless actually if you think about it that way.

Monday, June 18, 2012

UK Trip

I am finally going to post about the UK trip after such a long hiatus :D

Okay, I am just going to do the summarized version, and pick out three really interesting (but not necessarily good) things that happened on the trip.

Basically UK was pretty fun. The scenery there was really nice :) Pictures cannot really make up for what a picture lacks as compared to when you see it with your own eyes. (Ain't that always true?) 
The food was actually okay for the first day. By the second day, it starts getting boring because the breakfast is always the same - bacon, sausage, eggs, sausage, bread, tomato or cornflakes and more bread. The food actually gets better towards the last few days when we get to eat food like yorkshire pudding (it's not really a pudding though) and pizza (yum!).

We also did a few walking tours where we visited parts of the town which had some connections to writers (literary places huh). It was really interesting to see the environment in which the writers grew up in. I guess life was also much more exciting for them then because most of them managed to gather inspiration from their own experiences and the environment around them! WOW. Pretty amazing uh. For example, there was this girl whose the friend of Jane in Jane Eyre who dies of typhus or TB (i'm not sure). It was a reference to Charlotte's sister, Anne, who dies due to the same illness. It is quite cool how subtle details all come together when you discover the history of the writers.

More places that I visited: Shakespeare's Globe theatre, Anne Hathaway's cottage (Shakespeare's wife, not the actress!), William wordsworth's home, Lake District, Beatrix Potter's Emporium, British Museum, British Library, BBC, Oxford University, Keswick School and London (where we watched THREE PLAYS)

Okay so, on to the three interesting things that happened to me:

1) Cheated by a scam
YES, I MEAN HOW CAN THIS HAPPEN. HAHAH, but the experience was actually pretty interesting and let me gain experience regarding these kind of things.
So I was walking on a bridge (crossing it) when this man (i think it was a man) who was wearing this UGLY UGLY HORRENDOUS mask comes walking towards me, with a hand outstretched. He wanted to shake hands with me. I immediately said no because, THE MASK WAS SO UGLY UNTIL IT WAS SCARY. I even shouted in that guy's face, "Damn ugly!" Then, Zixin was scared that he would feel rejected, so she asked me to take a picture with him. I said no at first, but finally relented and took the damn picture. Then, we wanted to go already, but he signalled that he wanted to take a picture with Zixin too. Zixin then took it with him. 
When we wanted to go, guess what? He pointed to his palm, asking for money! WTH. There was like this awkward silence when we realised that he wanted money. Zixin finally asked 'how much?'. He then signalled 'two' with his fingers. And Zixin asked 'two pounds?' AND THE GUY WITH THE STUPIDLY UGLY MASK NODDED HIS HEAD. 
So Zixin gave him two pounds, just like that. 
We immediately knew we had been cheated right after that. I mean, who gives two pounds (S$4) for two photos with a guy with an ugly mask?!
I really felt smacked in the face because I was so determined to avoid such incidents. But Zixin felt worse because she kept feeling it was her fault for asking me to take a picture with the guy. Haiz. Anyway, it was a good experience. 
Lesson learnt: Do not just take pictures with anyone, especially people with ugly masks -.-

2) Pranked
So I was staying with Elaine, Shermaine, Zixin, Joelle and Levi in YHA Coventry I think. We were in our hotel/lodge/inn (I don't know what to call it) when I heard someone knocking on our door. Thinking that it was someone from our school, or maybe the teachers, I opened the door. Just as I opened the door, a really scary mask of a lion (A MASK AGAIN!) appeared.
I literally screamed.
Then, I quickly bang the door shut. As I closed the door, I heard some people giggling in the doorway. I was really frightened because that was so unexpected. I really got the shock of my life! The others were asking me what happened and I told them. Just then, the door started rattling. Someone was banging the door from outside and we all knew that they were trying to open the door.
I think I knew why I was so scared at that time - it was because I thought it could be drunkards fooling around. I seriously did not want to mess with any drunk people because who knows what will they do?
It was only after we all thought it through then did we deduce that it could be the German students who were staying at the same place as us. (We saw them when we were eating dinner then. Some of us were even talking about how cute they were -.-)
We then asked Ms Eileen to come over. She came over and we told her what happened. She actually asked us why didn't we open the door and punch them or something. HAHAHAH. But seriously, that mask shocked the hell out of me. I mean, who opens the door and expects to see a mask staring right back at you?
Anyway, we decided to go downstairs and complain to the person in charge. After all, this could be considered as disturbance. While we were walking down the stairs, we saw some German boys standing around the staircase. As we were walking down, we could hear them laughing at us! Which just goes to confirm that they were the ones behind this whole thing.
When we reached the reception, Ms Eileen (the guide btw) started telling us about how she rushed down upon getting my sms. She was apparently, doing a facial mask when I smsed her. She took off her mask halfway through her facial 'spa' and rushed down to my 'rescue'. HAHAHAH. We were all laughing because we totally did not imagine her getting a mask spa now.
The next day, when we were eating our breakfast, we deliberately took a loooooonnnnggg time to eat so that the German students would not have any place to sit and eat. (we had a shared eating place) HAHAHAHAH. Serves them right x)

3) Exposed
We were watching a (remake of) Midsummer's Night Dream in an outdoor theatre. It was raining and cold.
There was this particular part when a woman (the fairy queen i think) was holding this man down because her eyes has been rubbed with a potion that makes her fall in love with the first person she sees when she opens her eyes. And she falls in love with this man whose head has been turned into a donkey -.-
So.... she gets her fairies (or whatever they are) to take that thing out of his pants. Yep. I mean, they took a tube out to represent that thing, but you get it. I ALREADY SOMETHING WEIRD WAS GOING ON AT THIS PART. Then, she started walking towards him and she started unhooking her corset. I really thought she would just stop there, but she didn't!
She exposed her top part.
Yeah, like her breasts. I MEAN LIKE, OMG. Everybody from our school just went, "WTS." There was this collective hush or gasp around me as she did it. THE THING WAS, NO ONE TOLD US ABOUT THIS. I mean, this could be RATED.
And then, she started having sex with the donkey guy. And then they had something like an orgy amongst the fairies, the donkey and the queen. HOW SICK IS THAT. GAH. That was totally unexpected.
Furthermore, she took her clothes off in the freaking cold??? I want more clothes and she wants none? wow.
And as I was looking around the audience later during the intermission, I saw some young boys, who were like 10 years old. Omg, their childhood has just been robbed away from them.

So there, REALLY INTERESTED RIGHT?!
I mean, at least there were these interesting things that happened in UK that would not have happened to anyone else :) Something special I guess!

Oh, and I stayed in the Downtown East chalet with my cousins over the last weekend.
We bbq-ed, cycled, and I swam. It was quite fun I guess :))
And my cousins are now all crazy over Micky from JYJ who acts in Rooftop Prince, hahahah :)

Going to watch Prometheus later (hopefully we can get in!)

Monday, May 28, 2012

Time

Finally packed my UK luggage for tomorrow. I am SOO excited because it is the first time I will be travelling out of Asia! HEEHEE. I can't wait for tomorrow~~ I also bought a new luggage for this trip :)

Just to update, I watched Dark Shadows with Dion quite some time ago, at around 21 May? Dark Shadows was quite good, but not as good as some other movies, say Inception. It was quite a feel-good movie. Eva Green was so pretty, heh. There were actually some pretty scary parts as well! Some comedic elements failed though.

Anyway, moving on to the main topic, I do not have enough time! HELP.
While doing out my homework list today, I realised the tons of homework I have to do! There are FIFTEEN holiday homework to do! I just finished one, just now. Furthermore, after my trip to UK, one week would have  been lost. I'll be left with 2 - 3 weeks to finish all that stuff!!
Holiday =/ rest
Holiday = more work
The reality of Singapore kids. I mean, every subject believes that they are the only ones giving the homework, and gives two or three at one go. But the fact is that, almost EVERY subject gives two or three holiday homework. So, that leaves us, the students, to suffer. 
Teachers always complain about how for every homework we do, they have to mark 100 more copies of that same piece of homework. Well, I would rather mark than write. I mean, for every 1000 words we write, the teachers probably only write about 20 words for comments, sometimes only giving what, three ticks?? The thing about students is that, we not only have to write so much, we have to THINK. We have no answer sheet to refer to. AND THINKING REQUIRES SO MUCH ENERGY. 
When teachers mark, they have a set of answer key to refer to. They already know what to look for, so marking becomes quite systematic. Once they get the momentum, the teachers are actually able to mark quite fast. So, the argument that teachers actually require more effort and time than students to mark is not exactly very valid, considering the point of view of students.
I think that students are often not given enough credit for the effort we spend on studying. Sure, study rewards like monetary benefits, edusave etc works, but I mean, we should have something like a STUDENT'S DAY, WHERE NO HOMEWORK IS GIVEN, MIND YOU. I think that students are really something. We absorb so much information, and churn out so much more. Sometimes, our effort does not necessarily give us the results we want either. Whoever said hard work will get you the result you want should just face reality - it doesn't really happen.
This is why there was a period of time (in year 2 I think) when I SERIOUSLY contemplated the idea of leaving school and working. The idea was so appealing then. I was suffering under a lot of a workload - School is weird. There is always this period of nothing, then this period of everything.
But then reality sank in that that was never going to work out. Working requires a certain standard of smartness, meaning a university cert is like, the MINIMUM requirement already, despite the fact that you can actually quit school after taking the PSLE. 
Studying is everything in Singapore. Smart = good, not smart = work harder. This is not a biased view or anything, I mean, my grades are actually pretty good. So it's not like I am complaining because I have poor grades or anything.
I think that I have been blessed, really. My parents sent me to this childcare when I was young, and there, I got a headstart. My brain for math etc was already developed. I think this was why I did well in school. I also think that it had something to do with my genes perhaps. I probably inherited some of my dad's smartness. All these all play a contributing factor. So, if I didn't have all these, I would probably be suffering much more under the education system.
And let's face it, Singapore's education system is mostly based on rote learning, not motivational, creative etc whatever shit they say. Just look at the number of practice papers I have to do as holiday homework. 
And here I am typing away when I could be doing them uh.

URGHHHH. MAINLY WHAT I AM TRYING TO SAY IS I HATE STUDYING. 
Which is irritating when people ask me, "Your results are so good, why do you hate (this subject)?" Just because I am good at something doesn't mean I like it. I'm good at math, but I hate math.
Anyway, I think that it would be quite rare to find someone who actually likes studying in Singapore. For this, I mean at least secondary 2 students. Because that is the time when you are seriously sick of studying after 8 years of compulsory education. 
Studying is tiring.
But obviously, studying is necessary. It gets us jobs etc. Without studying, all of us would probably be jobless, which eventually leads to being poor and homeless. The society and economy will collapse. In great fashion. It's just that the way studying is being interpreted and implemented in Singapore is hateful, for students. 
I've heard of a school where the teachers bring the students out to a big green field near their school. The students just sit / lie on the grass, enjoy the scenery and listen to the teacher. Either that, or the teacher gives them a hint/headstart, then the students learn, by themselves. I think that is a truly inspirational way of teaching. We discover for ourselves. Singapore obviously does not have such teaching styles. I mean, you cannot even find a big green field near your school anymore. -.- You get the point.
We teach in a rather uncreative, boring manner.
I think that has to change.

And, stop giving us so much homework.

Friday, May 25, 2012

Green fields

Just some random poems that I wrote when I was waiting for my brother to hand me the vodafone so that I could access the Internet a few days ago...
I am looking forward to my UK trip :))
Hopefully, it will go well, be memorable and awesome!

Green Fields

Looking above the horizon,
I saw nothing.
Endless fields of green,
Dancing to the rhythm of the wind.
Up, down, left, right.
It seems as if it is all they do.
Up, down, left, right.
How simplistic their life must be.
Up, down, left, right.
And yet, how easily they are crushed too.
Up, down, left, right.
A snap to their heads under our feet.
Up, down, left, right.
How weak.

But such weaklings are strong as well;
They bear the brunt of Mother Nature.
Sun, rain, snow, wind.
When does it stop? They never know for sure.
An endless cycle of vicious torture
On their weak bodies as thin as paper.
They know that they must survive this storm,
But they do not know what for.
Many artists, poets, writers and famous leaders
Claims that in Nature, there is much to offer.
But all that I can see at this field of green
Is their piteous, endless suffering.

My World in a Book
Opening a book,
Admiring the fine print,
Smelling the cover,
Trying not to break the bridge.
Absorbing each word,
Guessing its meaning.
Intrigued and disturbed
At plots and endings.
Losing myself,
I am escaping
From the real world
To where I want to be.
Where dreams come true,
There are happy endings.
Boys are good-looking,
And girls are pretty.
But books are words,
Words are not reality.
I have finished my book
And my world is slowly crumbling.