Humans, vid, failed movie

Yo :) So today has been kinda awesome in a way. I guess. :)

We first went for Humanities Challenge. It was raining :( Was late and Grace took the mrt before me. -.-
When we reached the station, there was like this whole bunch of students from other schools struggling to find their way. When they saw us, I guess they just played Simon Says and followed us.
The year 2s sat in the PAC. The performances were kinda sian after a while. I think all exceeded 10 min??? Maybe not? All of us kept going out to toilets. LOL.

After that, it was refreshment. Boning, Felix and Zhenyang arrived last. LOL. But apparently the train broke down so they were delayed. haha. Hopefully ms ling will accept their reason. :p Then practised Chinese reading thingy. I suck. A lot. LOL. Took pictures. Laughed. Sang California Gurls and stuff. :D :D :D

Then went to macs and ate late lunch???
Gossiped. :D :D :D
And I finally realised how slow I am at some stuff. Like really.

Then headed to Valen's house. We took like 1h 30 min cuz bus 12 did not want to come.... zzz.
Now that I think about it, I had no idea how did we pass that time. ._. We came up with crappy and bimbo-tic script lines on the bus. The person next to us must be thinking, "Why am I here of all places?" x)

Finally reached his house. Pressed his doorbell like 3 times? Must be spoiled cuz he could not hear a thing. LOL. Then went in. His mother was damn nice lahs. :) Then wasted 30 min. We kept laughing at the lines. Especially when it got to when Yuan Wen said "amanda loo ling ling @ hotmail.com" HAHAHA. Is there even a name like that??!!! HAHAAHAHAH. xD
Nicole and I decided to battle it out at audition. We both failed terribly. I got like 2 thousand points while Nicole got none! hahaah. Just then Valen decided to help and Nicole got FIVE THOUSAND! arrrrrgggghhhh. haha. And she won obviously. LOLs.
Valen's mum then treated us to food. :) :)
Then went back to filming. I not sure when it was but then there was at one point of time when the phone rang and Valen went to pick it up.
"Hello? Hello? Wrong number. Lol lol lol lol lol lol. Bye bye bye bye." *hangs up*
Turns out that was Yuan Wen's mum. HAHAHAHAAH. EPIC SIA.
Then at the part when Yuan wen was chatting with her 'bf', we were desperately trying not to laugh. hahah. The parts are just toooooo funny sia. "You are the world to me....... my guardian angel....." HAHAHA. And Yuan Wen was like just exagearrating her laughter so it was damn hard to control our laughter. Once everyone heard the beep of the pause button, we all burst out laughing.

Then went online to check the movie timings and realised that all were booked. -.-
So we decided to cancel the movie outing. Damn sad.
Sorry Grace, Yuping and Ruyi!!! Let's organise another one another time!!! :)

Tried to persuade my parents to let me watch a movie alone.
PLAN FAILED. D:
In the end I went to Compass Point and just wandered around and went to the library.
Borrowed comics and ate dinner there. Not exactly fantastic.
And guess what? I FOUND A COMIC VERSION OF MERCHANT OF VENICE! Pro right!!! Haha.
Who wants to borrow??? Though not totally accurate. haha. :p

Sigh. Got a lot of projects need to chiong.
Maths trail, SIP presentation. And still got maths and sci ws.
Maths ws especially. SO HARD. HOW THE HELL DO THEY COME UP WITH SUCH TOUGH QUESTIONS LOR!!!!

~airplanes

Tmrw

Hmm...
Havent been blogging in a while.
Not really sure what to say....
Anyway, I typed 'Pessimist' myself. Just to let u guys know. I typed it out in like what 15 min? Once you have the inspiration and stuff, I just type and type. And those are my real feelings.
Just posted just random pictures of 2 kellyx on Facebook. :)

Tomorrow is gonna be hectic. Kinda.
Have to be school by 8.30 am to go support people in the Humanities Challenge.
After that will have Chinese script rehearsal. Cant memorise....
Then go Valen's house do project when he is technically not in our group... LOL..
Then go to Tampines or e!hub and watch movies :) Yippee!

Am currently in love with the song "Airplanes". Go listen!!!!!
I mean, the only thing that I am really crazy about is the chorus. :)
"Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars,
I could really use a wish right, a wish right now, a wish right now...."
This song rocks! ALOT!

LOL. I am being random.
Currently being buried by alot of deadlines and stuff.
Gotta finish maths trail and SIP by monday. zzz.

pessimist

I have to admit this. I am a pessimist. I try to think the best out of anything. But, I always end up feeling that I could have done better if I had done this, if I had done that.
If I could turn back time. To the time when I was making the decision. I would tell the me back then not to choose it. Maybe things could have been better. Maybe things could have been worse.
So what if it would have been worse?
I do not mind going back there, trying another path, since the one that I have already taken is not exactly what I have expected.
I am just wandering aimlessly. Wondering, what am I doing here?
What is my purpose? Am I going to be someone like Mother Theresa, Albert Einstein or Michael Jackson? Am I going to be a rockstar? Or am I going to be just another one of the billions of nameless, unknown people in the world?
What should I do? What can I do to go towards the path that I am meant for?
What IS my path?
I do not know. 
I wonder and wonder. Ponder and ponder. Think and think.
I get more and more depressed. What am I doing here?
How I wish that the future me would tell me what to do. 
So that I do not have to consider the consequences, the pros and cons. For I would have already known them. And for I would have already known what to expect.
That everything is going to be alright.
I keep rewinding back.
I shouldn't have done that... I should have gone... I should have said that...
All that regret.
I cannot do anything. I am losing confidence.
I am afraid to make choices. Afraid that I would disappoint others. My friends, my family, even strangers who are somehow interconnected to me.
And, eventually, I am afraid that I would disappoint myself.
The myself that once so naively thought that my life was planned out in such a way that it would be smooth, pleasant, free of worry and danger.
I was so naive back then.
I should not have taken everything for granted. I should have worked harder. I should have tried out more things, taken up the chances.
All that regret.
It is welling up inside me.

grace's bdae, youth day

Today is Grace's birthday!!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, GAL! :D

Actually met up this morning with nic g before meeting grace. We were waiting outside popular, mini toons and action city. Waiting for one of the 3 shops to open so that we can buy wrapping paper for Grace's gift! haha. At 10.30, where we supposed to meet Grace at 10.35, we eventually managed to buy wrapping paper from a still unopen Action City shop! HAHA. We look so despo. We rushed to the bus stop and hoped that Grace was late. (which she was) We rushed and managed to wrap the gift in an almost presentable manner. :p Just when we finished, her car came. I thought it was her car and then went to see the front seat but saw a younger girl and thought that it was not Grace so I turned back. Then Grace suddenly appear out of nowhere. Turns out she was in the back seat and the girl in front seat was her sis. LOL. Grace and Nic was laughing cuz i looked damn funny rushing to the car then suddenly stopping and turning back when Grace was actl in the car. haha. :D

We had really a lot of fun on the beach.
We met at Carl Jr. After like 40 min from the initial meeting point, all the people are finally here so we started ordering. The burger was smaller than what we had expected... ._. LOL. Stole fries here and there. xP

We headed to the beach, with much difficulty, until Gen said that she know how to go. hahah. Went there and slacked around and played wacko and splat while the guys prepare for telematch. Xuhua got buried to his neck. Pro. Then we started the games. The 1st game was a water bomb thingy. Our strategy kinda backfired. Grace and Nicole got like really wet in the end. I must say that Ben and Gen are like ninja assasins liddat. There was once when Ben threw a water bomb straight to my chest. The impact was like damn hard, my breath was KNOCKED OUT OF ME LAHS. After that I very scared to face the bombs straight on. ._.
The second game was a obstacle course? The first riddle's answer was Ip Man. The clue was something about internet protocol and the birth of mankind? SINCE WHEN DID IP MAN HAVE INTERNET???!!! We bought the answer with a clue. heck care la. We went to answer questions one by one. I was supposed to say what was Zhenyang's height??? i obviously got splashed as a 'forfeit'. With SEAWATER. best lah. Then we had to dance. Which we did the chicky dance. -.- Ran to the yellow staircase??? LOL. haha. we won the race but lost in terms of points. sheesh.
The third one is treasure hunt I think. It is by our group :D After like 10 min, we finally got the groups going to find stuff. Meanwhile, we were working our guts out to create the 'obstacles' for the 5-legged race. x) We had fun creating the trench i think. IT WAS A WORK OF ART :D To me that is. ^^ Suting and ying xuan came to help us when it was actl a disadvantage to them? haha.
Then we ate cake :D Yuan wen left then. :( We then proceeded to start the race. Was damn funny seeing the members struggling to move left and right. HAHAHAHAHA. Sorry, I very sadistic one. :p There was one part when Valen was like in front of the cup then he took it by the mouth. Pam was like gonna help him when Krys said, no! must carry like this all the way. haha. his expression was like the 'damn it lah! wl!' kind of face. HAHA. He also helped take the slipper! I think he contributed most to his team. HAHA. Boning that grp was like just clumsily completing the race. They took the cup then spilled the water and still dunno wad happened. haha. damn funny. whereas gen that group gave up halfway cuz suting was getting pissed with mingyu. HAHAHA. xD
The last part was the best I think. We played frisbee. Gals VS Guys. Guys won lahs. I was trying to defend the frisbee that I fell down. -.- Haha. Had great fun though! We should really play like this during PE lessons. Though I think mr kwok would be shocked at our 'awesomely' terrible skillls. Haha
Overall, (as my FB status) "Today was FUN. Happy birthday Grace and thanks for organising such an awesome outing for us on Youth Day! :D YOU ROCK! Had fun getting my fingers dirty with Carls Jr burger sauce. Playing and getting splashed with sea water(bleh). Best of all, I got to see how u ppl look like struggling to walk altogether in the 4/5-le...gged race! HAHAHAH. x) Thanks to Grace for sending me back and fro too! Argh, my legs aching... ._."

Anyway, forgot to post about the sch's youth day celebrations. Will just write a little. :P
The games were kinda boring in that sense as our group was seriously un-enthu and then valen and shinmin were like in their own world? So, yeah. Some games were fun though. The one with the chairs and the chicken, turkey and croc thingy? The squeeze game was damn funny. Shinmin was like 'dunno when to run' cuz Valen had actl been squeezing his hand all along so he doesn't know which is the real one! EPIC.
The painting thingy was GREAT. our hands got really gross and colourful. I feel like the africans in the "Oh Africa" MV. HAHA. The canvas turned out great i guess. at least u can see that everyone, k maybe a lot of ppl(?),  contributed. :D
We then washed our hands with difficulty. Thanks to dunno-whats-ur-name who helped us press the tap! :) Changed to uniform and then went to eat lunch. Chionged to the PAC and managed to see Joelle dance. She was wearing a really low bare-back dress. WOW. We could hear everyone like 'wow' when she turn around while dancing. haha. I must say that she dances better than vivianne (sry,vvn!) during latin dance. 
We then ran to the General Knowledge Challenge where we were supposed to help out. There were a few funny moments. Such as when st and nic w thought that mr lee said 'shoot the need a rice'. LOL. Also:
Yoh: "then zhenyang and i help out for registration lor!"
St: "aiyo so gay!"
Mr Lee: "(silence for a while, looks at yoh) precisely."
Laughter. HAHAHAHAHA. xD
Was damn tired after standing for so long during GKC. ugh. 
Kinda cool meeting pri school kids too! saw tonglin's bro! His school was 4th for the GKC i think. :)
Overall, was great.


Youth Day + Grace Birthday + A great day at the beach = Loads of laughter and fun
^ The prefect formula :D

GAH. So not looking forward to a day mugging at school. ugh. D:

~i want another holiday!

failure... maybe

Hiiiieeeeeeee :)

Today was okay. I forgot to blog about FPS test yesterday.
We got in around five min late so we got the late start. I was reading the future scene and did not get what were we supposed to focus on exactly. So, I re-read it again. >.< Finally, I had a vague idea about what was I supposed to do. Kind of. I thought of problems. I was stuck at two. I tried thinking of catergories to broaden my 'views and choices'. Finally, I thought of the last one. I initially thought that there were 4 problems that we were supposed to think up of. Luckily, we were only supposed to do three. hehe. :P
I was rushing through the Underlying Problem that I forgot to focus on 'cyber security system'. I just added that on later so that it would seem to relate to teh topic. :p I think went on rush through the solutions and criterias. My action plan was kind of done I guess. I finished! Successfully! :D So happy~

PE was unexpectedly fun. We played frisbee. We had to throw frisbee to one another and cover one round of the track. I throwed quite badly i think. :( But I caught nicely :D Was quite fun! We came in third in the first round and first in the second round. Woohoo! :)

Computing was slaaaacccck as usual. Mr Low was rambling stuff about videos that did not really get into my head at all. Was reading blogs, plurking, twittering and just roaming around. x) Computing was more of a rest time for us after PE I guess. :)

LA lesson was quite fun. We had to split into groups and do discussion for Merchant of Venice. We DID discuss for like 10 min maybe then started talking. Valen started dotting Nicole's elbow. Her elbow was full of dots and random black lines. Haha. Then suddenly Valen started using the whiteboard marker to dot my arm. I then took the marker from him and drew A BIG SMILEY FACE on his arm. Haha. He was rubbing it hard. :p LOL.

Discussed maths project for maths trail thingy after school. I thought that we would take realllllyyyy long then in the end we came up with the idea in like 10 min? :) The idea is quite cooooolllll :D :D :D


~life might be wonderful now, but chaotic the next

stress

Went to macs just now with like 11 people...
Nicole g, Suting, Yuan Wen, Pamela, Genevieve, Benedict, Yohanes, Wei Rong, Zhen Yang, Jin Heok, Xu Hua, Valen.
Played some game with the other 5 girls. :) Was quite fun! I ate an extra 8 fries... D:

Today was okay lahs....
GAP was okay. Im in a group with Gen, Joelle, Weirong, Yohanes. Almost all I never group up with them before. We wasted a lot of time arguing about the characters and what sport to choose. LOL. I think our storyboard exceeded 10 secs. -.-

Yesterday was terrible. Especially at night.
I was on the laptop chionging the history project.
Then during the 1h 30min, dunno what that person was doing. When I ask him to paste his part on the google docs, he just posted crap. What was he doing during that 1h 30min?! In the end, Zhen Yang and I just did his part. Was damn pissed. At that same time, there was a lot of people asking me about projects and stuff. Maths, video, SIP.... I was just really stressed! STRESSED! Seriously. From this experience, I finally now know that live face-to-face is much more better than chatting online. You never know what the other person is actually doing on the other side.

Found some cuts in my mouth this morning. I dunno how they got there.
There were some skin (?) or something that I scrapped off since they were already like cut?
Bled a little. I rinsed my mouth and stared at it more.
I was considering the possibility of me gritting my teeth too hard while sleeping due to all that stress last night. Cuz gritting teeth while sleeping is usually due to stress... hmm....


~school's reopening... zzz

ruyi's b'dae

MWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

I FINALLY FINISHED ALL MY INDIVIDUAL HOMEWORK.
MWAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

I finished my Chinese book review thingy just now. I planned yesterday.
The Geog essay I researched some stuff that I wanted and wrote it out in 1h 15min :D Not bad i think :)

Tomorrow's gonna be Ruyi's birthday!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GAL :D

After finishing the CIP at CVPS, Grace, Leeting and I went to Compass Point.
We ate Burger King, affordable 4. :)
Then finally managed to persuade Ruyi to meet us at Sculpture Park.
We went to make the cake at Icing Room :P
The yellow deco was screwed because the icing melted I guess.
It was raining very HEAVILY. So our shoes all became wet when we reached Sculpture Park to meet Ruyi.
Went up to Ruyi's house and sang her birthday song! :)
The rest ate the cake except me. Kinda full.
We played cards, dai di and stress. The last part where we had like a tag team was damn funny. The last game was like prolonged till like 10 min cuz we kept stressing each other. Just when Grace and I gonna win, (last card no.9) Ruyi go and stress us! HAHAHAAH.
I think my reaction at being stressed was EPIC. I was like screaming. HAHAHA x)
Very fun! Should have more gatherings like this :) :)

^Ruyi's cake

Meanwhile, I am watching drama. :D

transcript...

I went to Bryan's house yesterday for the History interview.
Ate lunch at e!hub with grace, felix and zhenyang before going. We ate at Mr Chicken Rice! :)
Felix and Zhenyang finished faster so they started pouring sauces into each other's plates. -.-
When Zhenyang went to the toilet, Grace, Felix and I were considering the possibility of Zhenyang being a bodyguard. We asked him to make stern faces when he came back. HAHAHA.

Bused to Bryan's house. We got off one stop later. Was kinda lost. Was still finding our way desperately when we suddenly heard Bryan's voice and found him. The situation was made worse with the rain. zzz.

Slacked for like 40min plus when we reached Bryan's house cuz we had to wait for his grandma.
Did the interview. Found it quite okay except for when the grandma doesn't really answer our questions.
My hand was very tired from holding the mouthpiece to record. Felix was busy typing away.
When we finally finished, we were given soybean milk to drink :D
Felix somehow spilled the drink on his laptop. The laptop started to make sizzling noises.
We tried to dry it by blowing the hair-dryer on his laptop. Then the laptop kinda went a bit too hot? Then we put it in front of the fan. We seemed like a hilarious bunch of people who have no clue about laptops.

Tried to do Geog concept map as well. It was okay.....
But Felix, Bryan and Zhenyang were glued to the computer while mapling. zzz
In the end, Grace did most of the work I think. haha.
I was on a smaller laptop chatting with ben and suting.
Suting told me that Orchard Road was flooded and I went internet to check it out. COOL.
Ben and Yoh kept interchanging cuz they were at ben's house doing hist project too.
Yoh typed some sick-sounding stuff and Ben kept declining it. HAHA.

Finally, went back home. Found out that we could take 89 straight from Bryan's house. zzz.
Took 89. Grace was late for her violin class. I guess. :P

At night, I went out with my parents and bro to rivervale plaza at like 8.15pm.
We went to mac's cuz there was free broadcasting there. I ate mcwings and read my chinese book :)
The people in mac's were like 'ohh'-ing everytime Chile missed.
Chile won with 1-0 in the end I think. :)
After that, my dad and I went to look for my mom and bro. Cannot find them.
Made our way back ourselves in the end. -.-
Watched GLEE :D The main character girl was kinda.... erm disgusting cuz she totally threw herself on the guy. Anyway, the blond cheer leading girl actually sings quite well. :)

Meanwhile, I am reading comics :D
Finished the transcript for the 30min long interview. Damn happy with myself.
Havent exactly finished my homework. Sianzzz.
Later gonna do SOME. I think. Hehe.
Funny how the laptop entices you to stay online when there is actually nothing to do ._.



~i want glee!

pics

Here are some pictures that I have gotten from my cousin cuz I did not take any pictures then:

^The dumplings that my cousin made. We made a lot that day :)

^A cupcake that was not baked yet.

^A baked cupcake :D

^The whole collection of cupcakes :)

Today was kind of boring. 

I wore my contacts instead of glasses as I suddenly felt like it. hehe.

Iris, Ivy and my auntie fetched my grandmother here and stopped by for a while. 

Ivy and I were doing our homework while Iris was watching "Cloudy with a chance of meatball" which my father had rented. We did not really do anything together. Zzzz.

Am gonna meet up for history interview project tomorrow. Kinda nervous to interview Bryan's grandma.

Read manga today :) It is called V.B. Rose. Go read :) It is quite nice. It was really kinda fufilling to finish reading all the available chapters of a comic since I have been stopping halfway these days.

I read the Toto-chan book until page 100 yesterday!!!!!! ACHIEVEMENT :D

I also watched Fringe season 2. A good guy died. Sooooo saddd. He even had a wife and kids lehs. :'(

Currently a bit hooked on Plurk :P Just joined so still abit obsessed with it. My karma is so low - 11. D:

Facebook has been a bit full of activity today too. Glad since it has been a bit erm... deserted the past few days. hehe.

Well, I gonna go offline now :) Got a bunch of stuff waiting for me to start and finish on. I gotta feeling that my NYAA is gonna die. >.<

~bored

Chinese dumplings 粽子

Hiie people!

Went to stay over at my cousin's house for 3 days 2 nights. They have been hooked up on a Taiwan drama called, "It started with a kiss". I kept reprimanding the main characters for being so dumb. Especially the girl.

Baked cupcakes. It ended up being really bitter. We guessed that it was because we used magarine instead of butter. It might have tasted nice if we used butter. :p

Played badminton with my cousin and auntie. Havent been playing for a while and I used a lot of strength. My hand started shivering afterwards. My arm still aches. The after effects of playing too hard.

On the last day, I went to my grandma's house to make chinese dumplings. It's the 3-dimensional triangle one wrapped in leaves. It seemed easy when my experienced grandma folded it swiftly. However, when we tried the real thing, we kinda sucked. I guess. I folded a few nice ones. I think that I folded about 11 in total. It seemed little compared to how much my aunties and mom folded.

We ate katong laksa that my aunt and 2nd eldest cousin bought after they went for facial. ._.
Stuck in my grandma's room all day with my 2 cousins and a laptop until they returned.
I kinda miss Xiaobao, the dog. :(

Meanwhile stuck at home. Watched a lot of movies that my dad rented. Lazy to type my verdict. So I'll just give ratings.

Planet 51: 3.5/5
Vampire's Assistant: 3/5
Cloudy with a chance of meatballs: 3.5/5
Whiteout: 3/5

By the way, I cut my fringe yesterday :)


~it's not what you are, it's who you are