New Beginnings

Every year is a new year...

Upon looking back, I realised that last year passed by very quickly. Everything was a blur, I guess. New classmates, new subjects. When year 2012 is over, I will be in Senior High. Aah, I feel nostalgic just thinking about it (laughs).

This holiday is perhaps, in some way, the start of a new beginning for me. I have a new laptop! :) For me, who is quite engaged with the internet in more ways than one (like now), this means quite a lot to me. HP Pavilion g4 :)

I am looking forward to Christmas! I am going to have a family gathering with my maternal relatives, with potluck and such. My year 2 class is planning to organise a dinner gathering as well. Hopefully, the organising goes well.

Next year... Truthfully speaking, I am not especially anticipating or looking forward to it. Because,
a) It means the start of school, which can be dreadfully boring and draining.
b) I am going to take my O level Higher Chinese paper. I am totally NOT looking forward to this, though I am to the next two years if I manage to pass it!
c) A WHOLE YEAR, before the next year end holidays!!!
d) Less time for me to... well, not do anything productive.
e) Less time to SLEEP - the balm that nourishes your soul, yadah yadah yadah~

AND, I have not decided if I should quit AEP or not, which is actually what I have just realised while typing this blog post! This is bad! I should hurry and decide; but I have a feeling that either way, I am still going to continue with AEP =_=

The first blog post in many months *claps*
Be willing to wait for the next one for a long long time! (sniggers)

P.S. I am in the top 25% :)

the end

    The end of the school term is nearing; the last day is tomorrow. I guess looking back on this year, it was rather a year of insecurities, new-found friendship, opening up, frustrations, disappointments, relief and lastly, happiness.

    The year had started with its fair share of problems - I was in a new class with new people whom I either saw, but did not knew, or did not knew existed in school before (how anti-social I am). I was feeling quite out-of-place, I guess. I did confide some of these feelings with my friend, and was surprised to find out that hey, I am not the only one! I guess I thought that I was the only one who would feel this way, but I was relieved to know that I was not alone.

    New friendships were forged between my new classmates, almost strangers before, and I. This kind of feeling is kind of exhilarating. Knowing that I can still make friends after being with the same class for 2 years is kind of reassuring in a way, I guess. :)

    This year was also a year where I had gone through some roller-coaster ride I guess. One of which was the MPP journey. I must confess that not everything is as perfect as it seems. I guess this happens because of our lack of willingness to give our best for something - we want something, but are not willing to work hard for it. Because of my team members' lack of enthusiasm and initiative, I got really frustrated and upset. I was fuming inside because I was astounded to their degree of 'unwillingness'. Because of that, I typed an email (while trying to be as polite as possible, but I believe I failed) expressing my disappointment with their attitude. What happened, was I guess really just a confession of my feelings as well as theirs. I think that after seeing things from my perspective, they are able to understand the tough spot I am in as the group leader. And I also believe that by winning the best Gov debate team award, it was a stamp of approval of us, and a definite boost to our confidence. I know that they were able to do it, and this was proof of it. :)

    I was also facing some insecurities, not just with my class, but with my CCA as well. After all, I had transferred, thus making my transition a bit 'weird'. The fact that I am not spectacular or proficient in my chinese adds on to the awkwardness. After hearing some things that I shouldn't, and did not want to, I felt really sad and angry. At myself as well as others. A million thoughts had ran through my head and I wondered, if it was not due to the single mistake of who-knows-who, how different might my secondary school life have turned out? I have since accepted the truth of it. Since it's already done, then it is done. What I am just really looking forward to now, is to just pass this phase and look forward to the next. And I promise that I will definitely get things the way I want in the future.

    I would like to say that academic-wise, I am not doing too badly. My wish would be to get into the top 5% of my level. I would see if that comes true tomorrow. *excited* Although, I do feel that I could have done better. I have worked hard, of course. But perhaps if I had worked harder, I would have been better. This is what I always regret, but then it is the driving force for me as well.

    Oh look! And there is a whole reflection from my about me whole year! My teachers would have been proud of me. :)

    Just one more year to senior high!

Exams

1 more week to exams...

I really feel quite frustrated, because I still don't feel like exams are coming...
But, I am really looking forward to the holidays!!! 2 months of it :D *happy*

I should really get into my exam mood more quickly... like now.

Okay, it's totally not working.

Books

The school celebrated Teacher's Day cum Mid-Autumn festival. The concert was really good, I must say! Hope that every concert can be like that too :)

I went to the Borders sale with Iris and my auntie. There were so many books! But the content was a little disappointing as most of them were cliche romances. I bought two books - Rupture and The Senator's Wife. Rupture looks quite good I think. I only bought the Senator's Wife because it was on A HUGE discount, and because it is supposed to be a national bestseller! x)

We then went for the John Little sale at the next expo hall! THERE WERE SO MANY STUFF!!!! And they were on discount~!! I think that although we went to expo for Borders, we bought more stuff from John Little instead, heehee ;P

I still have quite a lot of homework. Mostly project work.
I still have AEP. I think that I am going to quit it next year. It is giving me unnecessary stress, and it ruins my interest in art. D:

A few manga I just found that I really really like:
Hana ni Arashi
Kamisama Hajimemashita
Karakuri Odette

I love the style of drawing in all of them - they are kind of similar :))

Trophy :)

The last day of the MPP programme went unexpectedly well!

We started with some presentations at the MOE Centre at Grange Road.
The journey there was absolutely horrible because of the blisters and ache in our feet that Grace and I got while walking there in court shoes. Also, wearing such formal wear made me feel slightly emabarrassed >

After wearing stockings, wearing court shoes became better. Only that my shoes became looser -.-\\. THERE WILL ALWAYS BE A PROBLEM.

Wearing the school blazer felt really cool too! Luckily, we were not the only ones wearing the blazer! :))

The FUN part came when it was the debates. I was REALLY REALLY nervous sitting there, waiting for my turn! It felt like FOREVER!!!! ;D But, when it finally came to my turn, all my nervousness went away, surprisingly! I was really proud of Grace, Yuan Wen and Felix, who did the debates with me! WE WERE AWESOME!

I was even more pleased when a Hwa Chong teacher, whose school we were debating against, praised us on our debating skills!! :DDD SO COOL! ;)

WE WON BEST GOVERNMENT TEAM FOR DEBATES! :)
Overall, even though we thought that the programme was bothersome, looking back, I find that I had enjoyed it!

One person whom I guess I really have to thank would be Grace. Without her, we wouldn't have even participated in this programme. When we had to rush our proposal that was to be sent to the GE Branch, I was hesitating then about backing out, and not even submitting the proposal at all! She was the one who pushed me and the others to give it a try. She was also one of the more hardworking people on the team, so I really want to thank her :))

Thanks also to all my group members: Grace, Yuan Wen, Felix and Mingyu.
Also to my teachers, and our expert-mentors!

This was a really memorable experience :)

Common tests

Currently, my common tests are not bad, judging from what I have done... at least I hope so... HAHA.
I am most worried for my history and language arts paper. Macbeth is a total killer, although I think that the question seemed relatively easy this time round, but they added so many points for us to cover, so I am worried that I have not gotten the points across.
I took the History paper today and out of the millions of questions that they could have tested, they tested one area that I did not study much on - Rise of Japan I was totally dumbfounded and just tried to sound as if I did my homework already. They also tested stuff in the total opposite manner - I was much more confident for impacts of colonialism on Vietnam, and rise of nationalism of Indonesia. But, the history test turned out to be the total opposite -.-
And then, there's AEP too... Oh, that reminds me! I should send the email to the teacher so that she can comment on it P: I hope it goes well...

I wish that the holidays would come sooner!!!! :DD

More time.

The past few days and next week will be filled with common tests. Seriously, I have no idea why is it called a common test, just to make it sound nicer? I would have liked it so much better if they just called it a mid-year exam; that way, I will be able to go back home earlier. :))

I just need more time, I think. It is what everyone needs too. I know that it is my fault that I don't have the time, but truthfully, I am a very lazy person. (Reminds me of "The Lazy Song" -.-) It is true that while I will be able to focus on whatever I am doing, I need to actually start doing it first! Without the motivation, or even excitement to start on a piece of work, I wouldn't feel like it at all. I wonder where all that energy of mine went...

Of course, there is AEP. I am starting to contemplate quitting, although it is true that it will prove useful should I need an additional A to pull up my grades, AEP is not exactly a 'sustainable' choice, unless I am planning to head into the arts department for my work, etc, which is not what I am exactly planning. Also, I could use the time for AEP to study (if I actually do, that is). Recently, the assignment given to us proved to be really time-consuming. We are supposed to design fashion wardrobes. I thought, "Quite easy." I was proven wrong! The teacher even wants us to choose a freaking THEME. We would need to research on the theme's history, culture, etc and come up with some clothings that are inspired by that. Truthfully speaking, my theme isn't exactly that sophisticated. And, there isn't much 'history', or 'culture' to talk about. I was just planning to use Katy Perry as my 'theme', and a few of her songs as the background story behind my creations. Compared to what the teacher mentioned, my idea looks so... superficial(?). Though I really do love Katy Perry :DD The other idea I had was weddings... But is not a very NEW idea. I shall go consult the teacher and decide later. (sigh)

Recently, I keep getting sarcastic remarks from people around me, though I think that they are trying to praise me indirectly, the way they do it is getting to me. I have someone who tells me that I don't have to study because I will still be able to score even if I don't, which totally pisses me off, because I DO STUDY, and because the tone in which she said it was annoying. It is as if she worked hard for it, and I didn't. Another person told me that my art was good, while the tone in which she said it sounded like jealousy. It was something like, "So good, you are good at everything." I was like, WHAT. You all make it sound so easy, but actually it is not. So please, stop sounding jealous. And if whoever whom I'm talking about didn't do it intentionally, then I am sorry for mistaking you.
And I wonder if I actually do the above sometimes... I should really stop sounding so hypocritical, if I do.

I think that I am feeling... happier (?) in my class now...
I've got to talk to so much more people, as compared to last time when I was with the same few people. I really hope that our class is gonna stay really bonded in the coming year :))

Grr. Maybe I should change the link of my blog.
Just so that when I complain, no one really knows. HAHA.

Mooooooooot

So, I am in this programme called MPP.

Shan't divulge too much about this programme in case....

Anyway, our group was selected for the debates.
Even though I am GENUINELY happy about the fact that we got selected, and the fact that we might have to chance to win some trophy (HEEHEE), I am still UPSET over the fact that we have to attend a briefing after school this Friday just for it!

Of ALL days, why choose Friday?!
It is the day when I finally have NO CCA. (Grr.)

But still, I am silently happy that the "higher-ups" seem to be very interested in our topic, apparently.
Because it is something NEW :D

HEEHEE.

I can't help but feel... a little happy :))

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But then, I was really quite depressed about something that happened on my way home. I shall not say too much about it, but only that I was chatting with this girl.

She was going to tell me something, and was supposedly 'hesitating', but I know that she was really just DYING to tell me the truth/rumour.
When she told me about 'it', it was just utter shock that came to me.
It was because she was so HYPOCRITICAL.
I mean, if you know that the person is not going to like what you are saying, or is going to be hurt because of that, then why even say it in the first place?
And HESITATING before that, while rattling away after you said it?!
WTH. Seriously.

Hypocrites.

Try harder

Even when life fails you, you must always try harder.

Why?

Simply because you don't have a choice.

That must be the easiest decision that Life has ever made for you.
So try your best at it.
And try harder when it doesn't work.

Simple

I have decided to go back to the kind of classic templates that Blogger have been providing.

Apparently, I have decided that simple is nice :)

Somehow, I have suddenly found out that life isn't that perfect, like what I thought it was when I was young.
I thought that I would always be able to do everything, that I would always be the best. Being the best gave me a sense of fulfillment. Now, I'm finding it harder to feel satisfied with what I have achieved.

I guess that's what I have learnt after getting into a secondary school with a whole other lot of smart people - that you cannot always be the best.

Mistakes are made and somethings are lost. I start to wonder what would have happened if I had done something differently? Maybe I should stop trying so hard?

But something in my heart always tell me, I shouldn't lower my standards. :)

One Day

"One Day" by David Nicholls is really just an extraordinary book to me, even though my friends have been denying it and telling me it is boring. Partially because of the fact that I haven't been reading much, I find this book making me fall in love with reading all over again. I am now on a desperate search of more books to make me feel like how "One Day" did.
The picture shown (<) is actually the poster for its movie of the same name. The photograph just looks awesome, doesn't it?
The story is really quite intriguing as it starts off with a scene of Emma and Dexter being in bed together. You expect them to get together or, at least do something, but then, it abruptly fast-forwards to the year after that. This is one of the irritating and  disrupting parts of this book. Though the style is unique and I have to admit that it is essential if you were to carry the story over twenty years, it is just frustrating at times when you want to know about what happens next, not next next! However, I got used to the rhythm of the story after a while. The story started out as being quite boring. Things only started to get heated up after Dexter gets drunk and writes a letter confessing his love for Emma. BUT he loses the letter. That's basically what this whole book is all about - lost opportunities. It makes "One Day" a very nostalgic read; hence, if you are one who are really into happy endings or chick-flick similar stories, this book is not for you.
Throughout the whole book, I was desperately praying and just waiting for the two of them to get together and marry. But, I had to settle for lost opportunities that made the fact that they are meant for each other even more obvious! When they finally do decide to, you feel a wave of relief and exhilaration at the same time, as well as happiness for the two friends, and lovers. That's how close I felt I was to them.
The ending was totally just as how some lives are meant to be - sad. I wouldn't want to say what happens in the end, but I guess the message that "One Day" was trying to put across was to always treasure what's in front of you right now.

HCI AVC 2011

I have to admit, I totally wasn't looking forward to the HCI AVC 2011 at all.
I even tried to pull out of it a few days before it, but I gave in to the guilt-ridden feeling that I had when I found out that the school had paid for me. -.-
I went for the first day, and I got lost in the huge campus. I went to the college side, which was the WRONG side. I was starting to feel so screwed. My group was kind of quiet at first, with our facil (younger than me!) trying to act enthusiastic. He gave us lollipops :DD
We learnt some stuff about sound system, which was definitely NOT what I came for. In the end, I started to regret it, and had the mind to pon the next day. I was SO nice to discuss with my team members, who tried to ask me not to. haha. I think that we kinda bonded over the "pon or not to pon" incident. I have to admit that I was quite lucky in the sense that my team members were really nice and that we really kind of 'clicked'. Other groups were still quite 'dead'.
So, I decided to only pon the early afternoon. Then, I would go in the afternoon, because thats when the finale rehearsal + finale performance will be. I just wanted to skip the 'learning' part, haha.
In the end when I went, I still had to take part in some simulation stuff, which was unexpectedly FUN. Especially the one where we had to negotiate with GL people, who apparently paid 1million to rent the drama centra, HAHA.
And, our group won in the end :)) HEHEHE. :)))
Really had great fun with everyone! Jiaxin, Huizhen, Daryl, Zhenghan, Haoyu (facil)! :))

Now, I am currently trying to load City Hunter ep 9 and 10. I havent watched them yet D:

School is going to reopen, with plenty of new subjects, which I'd prefer not to have! But oh well, NO MORE BP, HAHA XP

I'm now looking forward to the next holiday already. T_T

X-Men

I haven't been blogging for a while. I think the blog is going to die soon, and I am making not much effort to keep it alive, haha!

For the first time, I went to watch a movie by myself on Tuesday.
Surprisingly, the experience was quite pleasant. Because I am usually the one who gets what the movie is about, I don't really feel any urge to ask someone for an explanation after the movie ends.
It is also quite nice to sit alone, and just enjoy the movie, without sudden interruptions at the critical parts.
Overall, x-men did not disappoint me. For a movie with about 80% of the cast being unknown to me, it did pretty well. There were also a few touching moments, like when Xavier's spine got hit by the bullet. It was so unexpected because I did not know that the person who caused his injury was Erik.
I was also looking forward to the relationship between Xavier, Raven and Frost. But it appears that Frost has not yet liked Xavier yet in this movie, so oh well.

The june holidays are pretty hectic, totally not what I expected at all.
There are plenty of homework to finish, with the most dreadful project of all - IDMI. And it has to be handed up on the first day of school, how thoughtful of the teachers. If they were expecting us to get it all done by the holidays, they got it terrible wrong.

After spending one week at my auntie's house, I officially got hooked onto a few korean dramas!
City hunter and Miss Ripley. :))
Both are really good dramas! I am currently watching City Hunter. Looks like I will have to carry it over to when the school term starts. :(

a weird 2K outing

We had a very small 2K outing on good friday, which was kinda fail i would say, haha.

Jin Heok suggested it. And I didnt take the trouble to sms him so I only found out in the morning when I woke at 9+ that we were supposed to meet at 8.30am. HAHAH. Nicole and I decided, fine, let's go then lor. And turns out there were only Felix Xuhua and Jin Heok there. HAHA FAIL. Nicole and I met with them and Pamela. We went around and slacked around. I played train conductor on Nicole's phone :))
Then Suting called and we randomly made a decision to go to Valen's hse -.- Now that I think about it, it was totally random and crazy. HAHA =_= Nicole and Felix left then :( Pamela, Xuhua and I were then outside Valen's house acting like a bunch of thieves cuz Valen was sleeping and we couldn't get in!!! -.- Finally, Pamela managed to get his mother to get us some badminton rackets :D
We then went down and TRIED to play badminton. But then halfway through it was too hot, so we started playing Monopoly Deal in the end. :D haha! and then Jin Heok started entertaining himself. LOL.
Then it became very boring, so Jin heok, being the restless him, wanted to go to E!hub. Suting was like "no!", and then he left. HAHA. THIS IS A VERY BIASED ACCT. HAHA! So we started teasing suting!!! xD
We then went to Valen's house and played Scrabble ._. We then slackedddd. For a very long time. Finally, spaghetti was ready! I was so hungry by then D: It was nice though :)

This and the next 2 weekends will be great because there will be THREE DAYS 'WEEKENDS'. :D haha!!! So happy :))

GAhhh. Have to study for Lit test.... grr.

Just saw the Star Awards tonight. JEANETTE DIDNT WIN BEST ACTRESS! D:< whyyyyyy.
This is quite lame, yeah, but she SHOULD win!!!  :((

cant stand it

sometimes, we just have to break down.

Recently

I have been busy with some class t-shirt stuff recently. Arranging designs, shifting icons. I hope that the tee will turn out great! :)

Another thing that I am quite worried about is my literature play I guess. I haven't really came up with a title yet. It needs to be good though, in order to interest the person reading it. Haha.

My tests have been not bad so far. I got unexpectedly high for my literature! :) *happy* But my history and chinese is not really good. My chinese has deteriorated i guess.

I've had a few stuff too for MPP recently which keeps clashing with stuff that makes me irritated. First it clashes with my history test, then it clashes with my HSK test! HMPH.
My meeting with my expert mentor was quite funny, i guess. We were all waiting for him at this really really high class cafe. We were really hungry so we ordered some food. Just after the food came, he arrived. He looked quite young, which was VERY unexpectedly. Because he was a public prosecutor (woah), we had this image of him being very 'strict' and perhaps, older. With some prosecutor aura around him. And throughout the whole thing, it was mostly me and Grace speaking to him. (Mingyu was just eating and being REALLY silent, which was surprising. Yuan Wen too! -.-\\ I was hoping they would speak SOMETHING) We were also quite shy to eat in front of him. So when he said that we could eat, we all heaved a sigh of relief because it was really quite torturing to stare at food and not be able to eat it! haha. Then afterwards he left. We stayed on for awhile more to roughly summarise what he just said and divide roles. Ms Kheng went to foot the bill. But she came back and told us something shocking, the expert mentor just footed the bill for ALL of us. AND WE DIDNT KNOW OR THANK HIM AT ALL!!! We were all like stunned. Then we were commenting about how he was really surprising nice! haha!
We had a bill writing workshop yesterday. IT WAS REALLY BORING. haha! It was still quite fun at first, but it just became quite draggy afterwards. But we did take home SOME learning points. some only. heh. Afterwards, we went to Ajisen Ramen and ate lunch there. Just right next to our table, there was an  adult guy who coincidentally started talking about buying flats or property. He said not to buy Potong Pasir's properties because it is not a PAP ward, so the upgrades are very slow and old there. HAHAHA. That was exactly what our topic was about, and it was just after we had a MPP programme. IT WAS REALLY TOO MUCH OF A COINCIDENCE!!!

I recently had lunch with some Kellyxians. Felt quite nice. Even though nothing really special happened, it just felt quite nice because it has been so long since I had lunch/dinner with them :)) Miss them!

I am currently downloading some songs to my iPod touch. :) my hp has run out of memory space, so I'm now gonna listen to the ipod touch. TOO BAD I CANT DOWNLOAD GAMES. D:

Anyway, we recently celebrated my dad's birthday, even though it hasnt arrived yet! haha!
So, lemme just say here first, HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD! :D

Humanities Camp

Havent been blogging for awhile, just been too lazy. :p

Humanities Camp was not bad.
I was paired with Nicole to facil our group 7, KICKASS. I came up with the name. Not bad eh?
The introduction and beginning was really quite boring. I was quite nervous as I faced a bunch of kids who were staring at me and expecting me to get something done. We played some games, which were... lame? I managed to remember everyone's name after some failed attempts. :D We were at this really low moment where the energy level sort of went down down down... We were trying to figure out the group name. We tried getting something related to Humanities, but it didnt work. So we were running out of ideas, then we, i mean I, decided to call ourselves Kickass! Then the cheer, was kinda, me doing it also. -.- But then when we started cheering, I could see that there were these few girls who were really spirited and loud at cheering. So I started to think, hey maybe this group is not so dead afterall! :)
And, the other groups got our name wrongly. Hello~??? It's not kiss ass, its KICKASS!

Overall, we didnt really do much. We were just... facilitating.
We didnt get to go to the workshops with them, we didnt get to go to the museum with them either. so most of the time was just slacking in the meeting room (shhhh. XP)
I have to admit that initially, I didnt really feel like I was part of the whole committee. There was this two groups between the girls. The guides, and the 2F (i think that was the class?) And obviously, I didnt fit in either. So, I was kinda teetering on both sides, switching between the both. But then as the days went by, it started to get better. I got to know more people, got to talk more to them, and yeah, it wasnt so bad :D

Radin Mas was a total.. failure??? LOL. My group somehow didnt have the luck and they didnt get to interview a lot of people. They kept getting brushed off by people. It seemed really contradictory to what I had in mind. It started raining halfway through. D:
Then on the way back, some guy smsed Mr Chin in various languages and finally smsed him "Sorry, I'm Muthu. I got the wrong number." It was really quite funny seeing Mr Chin trying to nab 'Muthu'.

At the end of it, group 7 had to draw the map of their ideal city.
We were really short of time and the drawing group was really slowwwww.
I was getting kinda pissed i guess. oops, sorry ><
So we were just chionging at the end, and chionging more. Haha.
But in the end, we did managed to short of 'finish' it enough to present it to the judges.
The group was really good at presenting. I was really quite surprised myself. Everyone was getting really restless as we were the last group, but then suddenly, Aisyah and Shinyi came up and started presenting really dramatically! I was like, 'WOAH'. But really GREAT JOB PEOPLE! :D :D
We came in fourth in the end. Not the top, but unexpected and pleasant surprise nevertheless! :)

The river cruise was the most epic i guess.
The facils were screaming yam seng under every bridge and waving to random people passing by. I was wondering if the bridge would vibrate too much because of our screaming and collapse! haha.

The reflections time was finally the time when we would get to eat our... DORITOES!
Nicole and I have been holding on to the doritoes forever and waiting for a good time for the group to eat it. Finally, we managed to do it! We were supposed to play blow wind blow and write the reflections but apparently the idea wasnt so good so we just resorted to passing the cards around, as well as the doritoes. x)

Overall, the Humanities Camp was really nice and something that I would look back upon fondly :))
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Had MPP on Wednesday. I was already slightly sick then. The parliament didnt look as old inside as it did on the outside. The guide made the tour really interesting, with a few jokes along the way. I think that this is one of the best tours i've had, that was the least boring, despite it being about the parliament! x)
The debate was really nerve-wrecking. But I think that I did quite okay :D I spoke twice! :D :D Happy happy~ And the RGS girls werent as fierce as they were said to be. There were a few good speakers as well in the schools and I was really quite impressed with a few of their points that they have came up with. :) Parliament wasnt as boring as I thought it would be :D

Was sick on Thursday. It was really horrible. I really felt like skipping school but then there was a physics test and I didnt want to take make-ups which was so troublesome. Throughout the whole day, my eyes were watering non-stop. It felt like I had an endless amount of tears. I bet that during the physics test, the relief teacher was staring at me and thinking "Is the test really that hard that she has to start crying?". haha! I went back after the test. I thought that I could just leave the school like that, but apparently, I had to go to the GO and get some leave form. I was really frustrated and seriously, felt like REALLY crying then. Because I was already feeling really sick and terrible, with a headache. And I had to still go to the GO and get some stupid leave form?! GRRR. On the way home on 158, I slept almost immediately and did not wake up for the rest of the journey until I reached serangoon. That was the best sleep I've ever had in my life.

Watched a few movies at home while I was recovering.
Repo Men, The Guardians: Owls of Ga'Hoole, Red, The Town.

- Repo Men was quite good, though really really gory. With a few cutting and getting body parts.... yikes. With a few top nude scenes... i think girls can watch it without really cringing, but guys? no no. And the ending was really unexpected and nostalgic.
- Guardians was quite cliche, but still good enough to keep you watching till the end. the owlets are really cute, and the name Eglantine just rocks.
- Red was good as well. Though the story does feel a bit slow in the beginning. But the plot is good enough to keep you watching. The guys does seem abit too old for the girl though. But the action is good, just enough and not too much of it with a good amount of humour added into it. I wouldnt mind watching it a second time.
- I had high expectations for The Town. It met half of it i guess? Story is quite cliche given the amount of action and gun fighting shows i've seen. I mean, robbing the banks - ocean eleven??? Ending wasnt exactly nice. And the Town had little performance from Blake Lively, whom I thought would have more. Story was really slow at the beginning as well. There were like three robberies, so I was guessing and literally waiting impatiently for the one that would finally be the last one where everyone dies or succeeds.

I am totally not looking forward to school, especially after I've had like 4 days of complete rest. Nope, not really wanting to get my butt off to study at mountbatten of all places. xP

briefing

hi :)

I havent been blogging for a while. There's been a lot of assignments and homework lately :(

Finally, the one week holiday is here. But for Japan, it was a disaster.

They've been hit by a 8.9 magnitude earthquake and many people are probably dying.
I wish them all the best and hopefully, they would be able to save as many people as possible from such a disaster.

Here i am at the humanities camp briefing :)
I wanna have brunch, hehe.
Looking forward to the camp. Hope to have lots of fun :)

getting tired of stuff

School's been okay these days. Nothing big happening.
But I do wish that I get to bond more with my other classmates I guess.

My IDMI is in a fix now too.
We can't seem to think of any ideas.

Next week is filled with tests.
Thanks to Mr Ken to postponed our Lit test!!! :D

Sigh... school seems never-ending and tiring.
Somehow, I wish that I have half a million dollars so that I can quit school, start up a business, and then start earning bucks to support myself.
And maybe, be like that Facebook guy. ;)

CNY

Chinese New Year has been pretty much okay, with a few occasional hiccups here and there though basically okay :D

The eve of CNY was spent with half day at school. There were all really slack lessons, which made the day even better. Afterwards, I met up with some kellyxians to eat lunch. We were just wasting time outside the library until we decided where to go. Soon, we made our way to NEX. It was basically a lot of fun. We were just wandering with empty stomachs and then we just randomly decided to eat at Mad Jack. There were a lot of problems with the orders!! I was really just trying to keep a straight face. The food and cards helped :D :D After eating, we wandered around somemore. Pam said that she wanted to go to Skypark, so up we went. Halfway through, I found a shorter route. And apparently we left Pamela with Xuhua gleefully..... FORGETTING THAT ALVIN WAS WITH THEM. hahaha!!! We were all like 'shit, alvin sure kill us.' LOL. We took another way and wanted to see the DOGSSSS, but the staff were washing the cages so we couldnt see them D: Finally, we made our way to the skypark and met pamela there. Got scolded by the security saying that the playground was only for children ages 5 to 12. LOLOLOLOLOL. we didnt even realised that! haha! Afterwards, we slacked a while and then went back home :)

There was a reunion dinner with my paternal relatives that night. The dinner was awesome as usual with a huge spread cooked by the maid. :)
We played Blackjack with chips after wards. I was initially losing a lot until I had the least money among the rest. However, once I had no more small change and I bet a 50, I won - A BLACKJACK! hahah! so I got twice in returns!!!! I actually got back more than my original value.
After that, I just kept winning quite moderately :) There was once when I got blackjack FOUR TIMES IN A ROW. :D :D :D awesome right.
we played poker after that. was quite tired around that time.
I guess I bonded more with my cousins :)

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Day 1 of CNY
Went to maternal grandma's house. Ate a very delicious lunch there and chatted and the cousins for a while.
They got kind of hooked on the whole eyeliner thing, so they were going around putting eyeliner on everyone -.- My dress has a spot there so I was kinda upset at first. But I managed to make it go away :D :D
Then went to my paternal grandma's house. Played bridge with my cousins. Then a really really cute 2 / 3 year old cousin boy came jumping into the room and interrupted our game. He was superbly cute! And his pants were falling off.
He was trying to 'magic' away the cards and we just took some while he was playing mahjong with them. Slowly, he realised they were gone, and he was genuinely surprised i think.
Before they left, my uncle asked the cute cousin (Darren i think his name was) whom he thought was the prettiest sister. He pointed to my cousin who was wearing a really long and elegant dress. When asked why, he replied, "SEXY." HAHAHA. imagine! out of all the answers, a three year old boy replies 'SEXY'. lolololololol!!!
Afterwards, we went home and ate dinner and watched movie marathon :D

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Day 2 of CNY
My family went to an uncle's bungalow. WOWOW. big o.o
It felt kind of boring there as there wasnt really anyone to talk to and I was just reading my own book, you know.
They do have a lot of goodies though! :D :D
When we were leaving, I saw some DHS scouts performing lion dance at a bungalow for some people. They initially looked like professional performers, with the truck and everything! It was a funny surprise and I saw Mr Chin! haha!
Made our way to my maternal grandma's house. Ate dinner there and played cards with my cousins.
I lost money this time round D: We played with real coins!!!
I think that I'm better off playing chips!

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Day 3 of CNY
Went to Katong Shopping Centre and karaoke-d at TeoHeng! :D
There were too many people I think so there was not enough time for everybody to finish their songs. But I think that I sang quite a lot. Mainly because I know a lot of english songs, heh.
Then went to my auntie's house where we had dinner at a hawker centre-like place.
We then went to her place. We played Blackjack and Monopoly Deal.
We tried to play the sparklers but it didnt work!!!! :( :(
Was very reluctant to go back home D:

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Day 4 of CNY was mainly consisted of slacking at home and finishing up of homeworks, hehe. x)

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Day 5 of CNY was the day we had the celebration in DHS.
I think that I bonded a lot with 3K during the fiesta thingy I think. It was really quite fun, especially lao-ing the yusheng! It was really very messy. But in the end, no one wanted to eat it, haha!
There was a karaoke thingy being played all the while. With a lot of Zhou Jie Lun's songs, LOL!

After that, I met up kellyxians again.
There were quite little people today. We ended up buying from KFC and eating at Macs, haha!
We made our way to Xuhua's house. Initially we had like 10 plus people, but then they all slowly left while on the way to Xuhua's house. D:<
At xuhua's house, I was quite amazed by his humongous terrapin.
I learnt how to play mahjong :D
And we played monopoly deal and also blackjack.
The nerf guns were shooting ammos around once in a while too.
Overall, it was just like a 'playing in Xuhua's house' kind of gathering. But it was fun too! :D
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Finally finished my CNY post.
I had physics test today and I personally thought that I did well for my MCQ part, but then apparently Ms Lim says no, so I still hoping for the best.
I was supposed to present LA Montage today too, but then all the groups took a lot of time. So we will present next week. Grr and we rushed last night. But not bad. We managed to finish our montage in 2 days! :D
Haiz. I shall pon tomorrow's history lecture. Really tired right now. Good night :)

looking forward

I haven't been posting for a while...
I guess I am still in the midst of getting used to school life after all that slacking and waking up late during the school holidays. Those were the times, man.
But I think that 3K is slightly better now I guess :) I mean, we are bonding more... but we are still sticking to our same cliques. And basically most of the cliques are based on sitting arrangements. So what I guess is that when our sitting arrangement changes, we would get closer :D

CNY deco was really quite fail I guess, in terms of cooperation and helping out. Apparently, the CNY deco comm was SUPPOSED to be in charge of it, but then they just left it as it is. And in the end, mostly Beatriz, Huiyi, Elaine and those few ended up helping. And we are not even in the CNY comm, lol -.-
Schoolwork lately has been quite good. With projects done, I think that the homework have become more manageable. :)
But then there is the LA Montage. I have really no idea why but I think that my group is really quite ineffective. We already had an idea for the theme Happiness, and all that we had to do were to take pictures according to the already written ideas. But somehow, we always manage to sidetrack and digress. And I would just be standing there feeling just really bored and irritated. Somehow I get the feeling that Jonit feels that too? But I'm not sure. ._. So now I think that the whole project would just be really screwed up. I planned on bringing my camera today so that I can get this done quickly and over with. BUT I FORGOT. zzz. So in the end, we spent a lot of time just... wasting time, yeah. -.- Thats what I PERSONALLY feel. I mean, if this was a solo project, I would be able to do it faster, and easier.
That's why I kinda of hate group projects.

Went to rivervale plaza tonight to buy some CNY stuff.
There were ALOT of people just 'milling around'(<-learnt this through compre test :P). It was really quite crazy especially at the 'hot spots'. My dad said that it was because the past few days were always raining, so everyone took the opportunity to come out tonight since the weather was great.
We got to borrow discs. It was really just a lucky and happy surprise that I saw 'The Social Network' sitting there on the shelf. I was ecstatic as I really wanted to catch that show :D There were many other shows as well. There's the Doctor Parnasses' Magical Emporium, which I borrowed :)
While waiting at the NTUC, there was a woman who asked me to help her look after her trolley. My dad hurriedly said that he couldnt be sure if he would be able to look after because we were leaving soon. The woman said okay, then went off. My mum soon came and we needed to go, but the woman wasnt back yet. And I just felt really guilty that I left the woman's trolley there.
This reminded me of the countless times where I felt like I should have done something, but I didn't. Like just random strangers there who seemed like they needed the help. But I was always in a rush to go somewhere whenever I see them, so there is always this enormous guilt just building up inside of me. I always have a soft spot for elderly people, especially those who have this 'kind' look on their face. :(

Sigh... whatever.
I am looking forward to Chinese New Year though! :D
And just to wish y'all:  新年快乐，恭喜发财！

to me: GWS

ahhhh. I was feeling really terrible at around 4am in the morning. I touched my forehead and it was freaking hot! The next 3 hours while I tried to sleep was excruciating. I brushed my teeth, thinking that it was still okay, but I really just felt terribly tired, with my whole body aching. Sensing something wrong, I went to take my temperature and voila! I have a fever.
I nearly just slept through the whole morning and afternoon, only waking up to eat my med. I slept until around 4 plus. o.o I still feel sleepy, yawn.
Even though I get to skip school, I feel really really bad. Because I am the Treasurer (thanks for the votes (: ), and yet I cant attend school to collect money etc, and help out with the class comm. *sobs* I was actually planning on just resting for one day, but the doctor gave me MC for 2 days, so I was like, okay... :(
and also, homework! I am the type who cant stand lagging behind people for hmwk, heh.
and just when I was getting to know my class better tooooo! >.<
And the class name!!! Hmm, I really want to change it actually, to make it more COOOLLL, you know. haha! I am having a hard time pronouncing Kissel.

haiz, I should just enjoy my 2 days of rest and stop worrying, neh?

finally learnt how to cherish

Orientation and school finally started, despite my reluctance.

On Tuesday, I went to my new class 3K. And there was no one there. Except one guy, just sitting there. It was expected as I had met Krystal outside on the way, and apparently it had already been her 2nd time around the level. Everyone was still hanging out with the same friends, chatting outside the classes. It seemed kind of ironic, and awkward for me. I wandered around for awhile. And soon, kellyxians started to gather in the 3L class, since it was empty. I finally saw how relieved I feel to see someone familiar, and whom I can talk to.

Gathering at the hall, was another lonely business. Since I was the only girl kellyxian, I didnt know anyone. I sat through the flag raising ceremony rather quietly, nearly dozing off. Going back to class, I hoped that I can make new friends.

Luckily, a girl asked if she could sit next to me. If not, I would be just sitting alone i think. She was Joelle. Yeah, the OTHER Joelle. haha. We only chatted occasionally. Just getting to know each other. In front was Shuwen and Hannah. I recognized Hannah from level camp.

Next, we got to the ice breakers. Frankly, I think that the ice breakers was really quite useless. Though it did help me remember some people's names. But not get to friend them. I lost to Dion, I think this is how her name is spelt, and had to take an M&M choc. It was red. While waiting for our turn to carry out our 'punishment', I chatted with Karon -again i'm not sure about name spelling-, which was mostly quite fun I guess. Then Beatriz and Levi came, and we chatted some more. In the end, I didnt get to carry out the punishment. But I ate the choc. :)

Then went back to class. And my spirits started to feel a bit better. We needed to choose a class name. I personally wanted Kiss N Tell, after all those suggestions. In the end, Kissel got chosen. -.-

We proceeded to the hall. It was the briefing for the sandcastle building. 3K was really quite disorganized, as we were supposed to split into 3 groups. But the facils didnt tell us, so technically, it was their fault. -_- During the discussion, it was just a really cold atmosphere. With people fiddling with their hands, and people talking amongst themselves. And no ideas were coming out, which was making things harder for the supposed leader. Then, I tried to contribute some ideas, after some 'persuasion'/'nudging' from Huiyi. :) Then finally, things started getting a little better. We finally got an idea for one sculpture. Though there's supposed to be 2 ._.

Afterwards was lunch. I met up with Yuan Wen and we went back up to class then went to canteen. Bought from a new Western stall. The food is nice, but expensive. :( Met up with Nicolew, Pamela, Suting and Genevieve. Nicole started complaining, to which Yuan Wen and I agreed with and added onto. :P

Gathered at the auditiorium for the telematch briefing. Sat beside Beatriz and Suichun.

The telematch was really quite fun, and really bonded most of us i guess.

First was the potato game, which we won. I went for both rounds. And even though it was hot, it felt fun stealing potatoes and ripping lives off people. heh. I had to apologize to a few people for ripping their lives though. >.<

Next was the answer or squeeze/ chair game. I was the one answering. Most of the questions were lame, or the answers were wrong. I really pity the people up there, with which 6 of them are guys. Poor things. And it was funny to see Yohanes being hugged by 2 guys. o.O

Third was the table soccer game. It was fun, but our class suffered a terrible loss. 3-0? Anyway, our class guys didnt really helped much, and they werent really sporty, which obviously didnt help the game. But the class that we played with was really really funny, which helped lifted the spirits up. I laughed a lot. I got rope burn though, ouch.

Fourth was captain's ball. We played against A and N. We won the first match, which was quite easy I guess. But all the boys from that classes started playing in the second match, including facils, so it made the whole thing quite chaotic and reeeaaallyyy competitive. And Valen was the defender -.- so obviously it made things harder for my class. And he snatch so much that Levi got hurt. D: So we lost in the end. :(

We skipped one game. Though most of the classes did as well. Overall it was really fun. If the sun werent so hot. xP

Gathered at the hall for debrief. Afterwards, we gathered back with our old class to collect our orientation tees. I was genuinely happy and super relieved that I could finally gather back with 2K friends. And to finally get to talk so easily! Everyone was just ecstatic :)

Met up with 2K for dinner after being dismissed. We camped outside the MRL, waiting for others.

I think that half of all that I have talked that day must have been with 2K people. Just sitting that with the wind blowing and talking was simply fantastic.

Argued about where to go for dinner and finally, decided to go Suntec City.

Ate at Aston's. Played cards while eating with Nicoleg, Xuhua and Bryan. Xuhua and Bryan kept cheating at the end, which was irritating. But the first few games were really quite fun :D
And to quote from Bryan to Yohanes, "Dude, you are supposed to eat the whole steak. Not swallow it and vomit. Are you a cow?"

And had to settle some things with Grace about the cabbing problem. Seriously, I really cannot stand people who just crash in on something and expect to be given priority, even though they are the extras.

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Wednesday. Today.
Cabbed with Grace, Jingwen, Yuping to East Coast Park.

Queuing in classes didnt really help as I wasnt really close with the people in my class. But after a loooonnnng time, I got into the conversation between Karon, Jaime and Shermaine.

We took off our bags and shoes and set off for the beach. The beach simply reminded me of 2K class outings, where most (or maybe all) were held at beaches.

Building the sculptures were really the hard part. There was A LOT of arguing, with nothing CONSTRUCTIVE being done. I was trying really hard to make them see my point of view/ suggestion, but I gave up after a while. In the end, we changed the whole design. -.-//

But in the end, we managed to finish all the three sculptures. :D
Played with the water and took lots of pictures.

I think I kind of get what this sand sculpture building is all about. There is a lot of labour involved, so teamwork and cooperation is really needed. Just like the case of us, when we were arguing. Everyone has different ways and perceptions about how we should build the sculpture. And sometimes, the design just doesnt allow us to build it, using sand. So planning and discussion is essential too.

We got to eat ice cream too after the whole sand caste building ended :D

Met up with 2K people to eat lunch. Again, argument about where to eat. I decided to just sit and wait for them to come to a conclusion. Parkway Parade was the conclusion.

Nicole, most of the guys, and I went in a different direction from Krystal, Gen, Pamela, Yuan Wen, Valen, Xuhua. In the end, Nicole and us reached first.

The guys except Xuhua and Valen ended up eating at Yoshinoya, while the rest of us ate at Ajisen Ramen. -.- Somehow, we always end up like this. ._.

Played bridge there while eating too. I won all rounds except 1. While Nicole won all. Pamela won some. Yuan Wen won none. haha! Suting and I also took some indecent/purposely-scandalous photos of Yuan Wen and Valen.

After that, we went to Koi and bought drinks. Then, we went back home. :)

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I finally realised how much I miss and love my class through this class change.
After 2 years, we are finally going to be separated. I cant bear it, and dont want it. :(
12 girls and 14 boys. It's the perfect combination. <3

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I am not looking forward to studying tomorrow. sigh.
And I will be having AEP on Thurdays, which means I will miss shufa.
Hmm, wondering if I should quit since I wont get the CCA hours anyway. And I really feel like joining Photography club, that is if their activities are not on Thursdays. :)

new year, SIGH

I went to the Botanic Gardens with my family and relatives yesterday. :)
It was all great fun, except the occasional showers and exhaustion. xD
Took lots of pictures, which was expected with the colourful flowers everywhere!
I think that we didnt take enough jump shots though D:
MONOPOLY DEAL WAS FUN THOUGH :D cuz i won twice, haha.
The big buffet at my house was good too :) :)
And we tried to watch the Jap version of 'Dark Water', i failed. ;P

Before that, I went to watch Gulliver's Travels with my family.
It was okay, quite a typical story actually with some humour added in it using some modern elements.

I am still trying to figure out if I am gonna like this year... hmph.
It's not working.

FUN

Today was fun :)
Went to play badminton with Patricia, Yuping, Grace, Felix and Xuhua at Anchorvale CC.
The only thing pissing about this day was the fact that I paid extra for the hotdog because of miscommunication. =_= LOL. And the meal was supposed to be VERY cheap!!! grr.
I want to play badminton everyday like this!!!! even though my legs are aching. heh.

The fact that school is finally going to start just dawned on me.
I have another 3 days left!
SADDDDDD.
And we will be going to different classes, which is even more frustrating i guess, because I don't know anyone very well in my new class. so it's going to be reallllyyyyy awkward...
Well, everything must come to an end someday.

Currently really hoping that there will be a new year gathering at leonard's house or something :)
Watching 'Mary Stayed Out All Night' while watching 'Breakout' on the tv at the same time. x)

Genting

Just came back from Genting Highlands on Saturday.
Genting was real fun, but it wasnt as cold as I imagine it would be. haha.

Day 1:
It mostly consisted of driving all the way to Genting from Singapore. Woke up terrible early and made our way to Golden Mile Shopping Centre.
Met up with the others and waited for the bus. Our bus number is totally nice - 8668. :D
Cool right! xP
The bus ride was really agonizing i guess, because you cant really sleep properly on the chair. But at least it can be adjusted up or down x) And I kept sleeping, and waking. Just when I finally doze off to a really deep sleep, I wake up again because my head fell down -.- irritating, hmph.
We reached Genting at around 2pm. We drove for about 7 hours!!! o_o
Finally, we tried checking into our hotel. But there was SOOO many people, that we had to wait very long. So we went to some makan place and ate, slacked and walked around First World Plaza.
Approx 4pm, we finally got to check in. We were staying in First World Plaza. :)
We argued about where to sleep, because there was one queen size bed. haha!
Slacked and then went down to Kenny Rogers to eat. We had a lot of problems with the service. haiz.
Went back and slept after walking around :)

Day 2:
I woke up around 2 times that night. Once when I thought I heard tapping on the door. Turns out it was the fan. -.- Second time was when Irene came at around 6am. :( I was really quite annoyed because I kept waking up, haha.
Woke up at around 7am? Not sure.
Then went to Marybrown for breakfast.
I ordered fish burger and frankly, it wasnt really good. D:
Then, we went to buy tickets and we met this woman who is apparently a tour guide and can get 10% discount if we buy with her. lol. so we just bought them along with her :)
We then made our way to the Outdoor theme park.
All my other cousins except Iris, WJ and I went to sit on Spaceshot. I was really scared and didnt dare to sit on it, haha.
Iris and I went to sit on Cockscrew instead. I was quite excited as it was my first time sitting on it. It was a roller coaster with downs and upside downs. Iris was really quite scared as she didnt expect so many upside downs. In the end, we didnt even feel that we were going upside down when we were on the ride! We could only feel our bodies moving to the left, that's all. -.- haha! but still quite a fun ride! :D
Afterwards, we went to sit on Flying Dragon, an all-time favourite. We were the last riders as the staff wanted to have a maintenance check on Flying Dragon. So lucky of us! Sitting on the last ride felt cool :D
Then we went Boating. It seemed quite boring, but it was quite fun actually. And tiring. Because we had to pedal and pedal.
Afterwards we went to Flying Chair i think. We were supposed to have lunch, but then somehow we ended there. haha.
We saw this guy throw up after sitting on the ride. urgh. My brother backed out of the ride after seeing that, haha! xD
Flying Chair was still as fun. Technically it is called Spinner, Flying Chair was just something we named it ourselves, haha! But the ride would be terribly dizzy if you didnt close your eyes. :p
After that, we planned to eat lunch, but then we saw that Cyclone would be open in another 15 min and the queue was really quite short. So we just queued up while eating Ice-creams and hotdogs. :)
Somehow, Cyclone seemed much more scary in my memories. But it felt quite fun this time round, guess I am braver, haha! And our pictures looked hilarious because we were screaming. Ivy's face was epic! haha!
Then, we went to eat at Star Hotel I think? Not sure.
We came back in the theme park and since there was nothing much left to ride, we rode the Haunted Adventure.
I was still having some scary expectations at first, but then the ride was thoroughly disappointing. There was NOTHING inside at all! Just some paintings on the walls, not even statues! LOL!
Afterwards, since the Thunder Rain Mine Train ride wasn't open yet, all of us went back.
Then, around 6pm, Iris and I went back to ride the Mine Train. The Mine Train's seatbelt was really just loose. The ride was really fast and the best part was when we suddenly pummelled down after a sharp turn. So we didnt have any preparation, haha!
Then went back to the hotel and ate KFC while watching You're Beautiful :D

Day 3:
This day was really quite a free day i guess.
Woke up VERY early also, just to eat the free buffet breakfast at Resorts World Genting.
Then wandered around for a while. It was basically quite boring then.
Finally, those in the Casino came out. We then went shopping. Bought nail polish and hairband.
Afterwards, we went to Ripley's Believe It Or Not!. It was really quite interesting. :) I think the most amazing was the one where we stepped into this 'bridge' and the wall around it is in a circle and its spinning. So when you step inside, it feels like the bridge is spinning, instead of the wallpaper. :D :D It was really quite amazing!
Afterwards, Iris and I went back to the hotel after packing food to eat.
Slacked in the hotel and painted our nails, HAHAHA.
The other cousins came in soon after, with Irene and Janice carrying their potraits. It doesnt really look like them though. And it costs a lot! lucky we didnt do it o.o
Then the others went out except Ivy and I. I was quite tired so I slept. hehe.
That one hour of sleep really was nice~~
Then we made our way to the Mushroom Farm which was surprisingly NEAR. I thought it would be quite far away. hmph. I wanted to spend more time in the minivan. ><
Ate dinner there and took pictures!!
Saw some poor doggies. :(
Then went back to the hotel and exchanged presents!
I received mine from Ina. It's a cool black Tee with the pattern that forms a dog :) Still dunno if it glows in the dark though o.o Thanks Ina! :D
Then played with fake moustaches and took lots of unglam pictures! haha!
Great fun! :D
Watched You're Beautiful.
Afterwards, we went out somemore. Walked around, took pictures in front of the gigantic Christmas tree. Then ate KFC after looking for places to sit desperately. We were getting terribly annoyed by the irritating smokers!
Finally, most of us went back except Iris and Irene. I went back and slept. :)

Day 4:
It was the last day :( sadddddd.
Woke up at 10am, the latest for the past 4 days >.<
Ate cup noodles and watched the korean music awards of 2008, so old!
Then packed up and went down to lobby to check out. Afterwards, went eating and shopping with some cousins and my aunt. :)
Finally took the bus back. The number this time is 2332. HAHAH.
I tried to sneak in chewing gum on the way back, but failed! grrrr.
All of mine got thrown away zzzzzzz Dx

I sure miss Genting!!! boohoo!! :(
Rewatched You're Beautiful, because of those broadcasts in Malaysia. haha :)

Haiz I dont really miss school that much. :'(

All those memories,

Locked in my heart.

I will keep them safely,

Even after we part.

school's starting, ugh

I went back to school today to do some wen yi camp stuff. we had to come up with an identity etc. It was really just quite awkward in the beginning with no one talking. But then I think people started to warm up so it became better i guess :)

I reserved a book called "My Story" which is a combination of 3 books, 'A Child Called 'It'', 'My Name is Dave' and something else. It's about this boy who goes through abuse by his mother. He eventually stands up against it, etc. I saw it in Popular and I read a few paragraphs. It seemed quite interesting and the paragraphs are quite concise. The story seems to move fast, which is good because in most cases, biographies are really really slow.
I am quite looking forward to it :D

My cousin is going to treat all the other cousins to a movie treat this Sunday. I am quite excited about it and yet, abit reluctant i guess. Because most of the cousins have like a 5 year gap from me, which is REALLY huge. So we arent really that close. My brother is lucky and has a cousin 1 year younger so he still has a companion, while I am just stuck 'in-between'. But well, I am still going to enjoy the movie!
It's called Yogi Bear. And the premiere is supposed to be 23 dec, so we arent really sure if it's showing in The Cathay at sunday. But the relatives said yes, so i guess it must be :)

I really dread going back to school. I bought some remaining books needed and am just reminded of how fast everything is going to be.
I mean, we are all going to be secondary 3 students very soon.
The guys are gonna wear long pants. Is that some kind of reminder that we are all growing up??
And we are changing classes, which is always very difficult.
The same few introductions every year.
We would have to do it like 10 times because every subject teacher would probably ask for it. "Please stand up and say your name, CCA and something about yourself."
New subjects. Tougher subjects. More complex subjects.
I wanna go back to the days when expectations werent so high, and my achievements seeming so low.
Can't we go back?

dinos

Watched Dinosaurs Live on 11/12/10. :) Nice date :D

When I got to the Indoor Stadium, I was still quite awed and excited even though I've been there before. I dont really remember what was the layout etc, so it was still kinda 'new' for me even though I've been there already.
Went through the entrance and it was very crowded, which creates a chill down my spine. It was as if this was a really big matter ><
Got to our seats and I was faced with the stage with this big 'mouth' with fangs around it, which was kinda cool. And the lights was dimmed so I got even more excited. I sat in my seat and waited another 40 plus minute with much difficulty and finally, the show started.
It was quite boring at the starting as only small dinosaurs came out.
But it finally got more exciting as more dinosaurs came out. Then finally the dinosaur with long necks came out, haha! :D I prefer the smaller one compared to the mother, it seemed more proportionate x)
The last dinosaur to come out and wow us was obviously the T-rex :) It was quite awesome as the roar was quite real o.o

Overall, I think the show is a real eye-opener. But I think that the tickets were a bit pricey, especially when there were only about 15 dinosaurs. And there was too much talking by the guy, compared to the time where the dinosaurs paraded. But still, the experience was really cool and I enjoyed it very much.
After all, the dinosaurs are almost life-sized :)

Oh and I forgot to mention that we saw PM Lee there! It was a total surprise and my dad was the first to notice Mrs Lee. Just after my dad decided to take my brother to the toilet, PM Lee soon walked down the steps right next to us. LOL. Bet my father was disappointed since he seems so excited when he saw PM Lee.
It was quite funny as my father said, "MM Lee in the beginning of the year, PM Lee at the end of the year. So lucky!" HAHAH. :D


And my dad went to buy the "Back To the Future" Trilogy disc recently but it didnt work on our disc player because of some region code problem. So he went to exchange them for some disc :D
Inception, Salt, Sorcerer's Apprentice and Jason Derulo's album.
Personally, I would rather some other album than Jason Derulo's. But whatever.
I watched Inception AGAIN, this time with subtitles thank god. And I realised that my concept about it was mostly correct in the beginning such that I was able to understand most of the show and enjoy it. :) yay! And I found out why was Fischer with Mal in the limbo state. It was because when you go into limbo, you would be in the same dream as the last person whom you were trapped with, and that would be Mal.
And yes, I checked and Cobb's daughter was wearing different shoes. It was black in the memories and white in the 'present/end'. I waited til the end of credits and there was NOTHING. lol. i find myself a bit stupid for being so obsessed. haha :)

There was supposed to be like an outing tomorrow for badminton, but it was cancelled because some people backed out.
I am totally upset. Because it seems like it always ends up like this. Somehow I would be one of the last few people who end up still hoping that the outing will still take place.
I mean, if you have said that you would go, then please keep your end of the promise. And not just tell me that you are backing out on the night just before the day of the event.
Then smses start scurrying between handphones and I have to reply 2-3 smses at one time. Which is not easy for a slow typer like me -.-
And I start being frustrated.
I imagine. I told my parents that I was going to be going out to play with my friends happily after being cooped up at home feeling very horrible.
Then the next day, I sms them saying it's cancelled.
I myself find that it makes no sense.
Come on, keep your end of the deal.
And keep it til the end.

New Blogskin :)

Yay! Finally managed to create my new blogskin from scratch :)
So pleased so pleased with myself~

I dont know why but I suddenly had this urge to change my blogskin. So I went online to check out some but there were all not what I was looking for. Then I had the motivation to do the blogskin myself. I was still contemplating because I wasnt very good with html and stuff. x)

I wanted a very rough paper texture as background and I actually found a yellowish paper one online. I drew the curlish design on the left and wanted to somehow combine the background and the design. but I dont have photoshop etc so I cant do it. So I discard the yellow paper idea and proceeded to crush the paper with the design and some more white paper. Then scanned it in and put it as background so that it looks nicer :D

I put the background on repeat so it looks kinda weird cuz there are like lines where the background keeps repeating. Yeah... but overall.. I am quite happy with it :D I actually followed the html from another blog's html as a rough guide cause I totally forgot how to do it. Then I adjusted the places and stuff :) cool right!

Haha. Anyway, I cam currently obsessed with the drama Mary Stayed Out All Night. But the subbing person isnt subbing cause of some personal matters. cant wait xP
After watching that, I kinda taken a liking to Jung Geun Suk. heh. I think that when he smiles, he seriously looks like some five-year-old kid. so cute!

Have finished all my homework, hurray!
So happy with myself. :D
Cant wait for saturday to come~ I am gonna watch Walking With Dinosaurs!!! RAWR.
and also, going to Genting Highlands soooooonnnn (: (: yippee~
I dont want school to start~~~ D:

class chalet

i am back from the class chalet.
it was basically a lot of fun and we bonded i guess since it was our first class chalet :)

day 1
i met up with nicoleg and then went to aranda country club and met nicolew and bryan there. we then went to the food court and just slacked til yohanes called me. we then went back to the country club again and waited. then checked in and i was quite amazed at how huge the room was. :D then slacked in the room until krystal and gen came. went to NTUC and bought the BBQ stuff.
afterwards, went to prepare the food. soon, all the others were downstairs trying to start the fire. nicg, pam and i were upstairs trying to thaw and separate the chicken. it was superbly disgusting and there was the smell of raw chicken all around. eww. then nicg flared up at some guys who were still at their room slacking and they finally did went down.
then it started raining and we moved the food upstairs. then after the rain stopped, nicg grace and i went down to help with the bbq. it was quite fun with the occasional songs coming from suting, haha. and there would always suddenly be a big fire appearing when xuhua adds fire starters.
then finally went up and left the cleaning up to yohanes jinheok and boning i think. we then went up and ate. there were a lot of leftovers and no one dared to eat the drumsticks cuz they looked damn gross and they were mostly half-cooked lol.
after cleaning up, we tried to watch She's Out of My League but then gen, krys and i got bored cuz there were 4 heads blocking us and we couldnt watch or hear anything. then soon, valen and xuhua came down too. krys gen and i then went to cheers and bought drinks and stuff. then went back. we then slacked outside at the living room playing dalaoer and cheat and did pushups -.- haha.
then went back to the room and finally, everyone decided to sleep yay.

day 2
i woke up at around 7 cuz i couldnt sleep once i woke up and the birds outside were damn noisy. i went out to have a hot drink cuz i had runny nose and them pamela came out. tried sleeping for awhile again and failed then pamela and i went to brush teeth and went outside. pam then went to wake jinheok and yohanes up and in the end only jinheok woke up. turns out he didnt know how to play dalaoer so we were like -.-/ then bryan woke up and boning also. then ate cup noodles while playing dalaoer.
after wards, we woke people up and then everyone started eating breakfast.
after much discussion, we finally agreed to go cycling. walked to pasir ris park and rented bicycles.
cycling was so much fun. totally missed how much fun it was with the wind blowing in my face. and cycling in groups is cool too :D suting kept having accidents and once she was riding down the slope she apparently flew off the bike and fell down. we all rushed to her and checked whether she was okay. luckily she was. and the bike was like turned in a weird shape. and the string thingy came out. gen went to fix it yay and we continued cycling :) valen got hurt while roller blading and we kept teasing pam about it haha.
then went and buy lunch back to the chalet. then nicoleg came and i went down to play badminton with her. jinheok boning gen krys came down later too. we kept getting annoyed at how the shuttle cock couldnt fly and then gen and krys' shuttlecock got stuck in the tree. haha. got it down finally was throwing rocks at it. played until the people upstairs said they wanted to watch movies.
went up and watched saw and i totally didnt get the movie at all. -.- then after finishing, most of them went to buy food except suting gen yingxuan krys and i. played badminton with yingxuan and it was a lot of fun as we smacked here and there. suting decided to be funny and recorded herself saying 'oops sorry' cuz i kept saying that everytime i missed or something. and she played it everytime the ball dropped. haha. then finally i accidentally hit the shuttlecock and it dropped inside gen's cup noodles bowl. i was totally shocked and kept saying sorry. haha. and we decided to scare the people when they came back by rushing to the toilet and hiding there when they came back. we had a false alarm twice! and when they finally did come back, none of us noticed at all so we didnt do anything -,- haha!
ate and then i played badminton with grace. i kept hitting too high haha. then watched tv and played the drinks game. in the end it kinda became like a 'talking without the s and f word' game so it got boring. then stopped and we decided to go to the guys room to play.
played truth or dare and it suddenly became quite boring at one point. then we started playing cards and then when i played stress i finally 'woke up'. stress was damn funny cuz everyone went kinda crazy haha. and yohanes kept saying to play polar bear so we finally gave in.
the first few rounds was quite boring cuz everyone kept giving themselves away, haha! then it started getting  quite fun but the a few ppl decided to be sucidal. lol.
and then played til like 4am and i was totally shocked that it was that late. haha. went to sleep then without brushing my teeth since i figured it would be no point since i would be brushing them another 5 hours later.

day 3
woke up at 8.45 due to the annoying guys and the girls were all damn irritated cuz we were all very tired. woke up and packed and ate.
then while walking, i spent all my time trying to persuade grace to stay with me to watch movie. it worked :D the guys then went bowling and some of us just watched.
then grace pam and i went to buy tickets. and while walking back, i said that the cashier did not give me the correct change, it should have been 6 dollars more. we then went back and asked the girl there. and while the superior was checking the accounts for us, grace suddenly realised that she didnt give me bryan's share of 6 bucks, LOL! it was SO embarrasing and we said sorry to the girl and went back sheepishly. haha.
after the guys finish bowling, we went to eat at superdog and ate quickly. then went to watch Rapunzel 3D with the workers of cathay helping us store our 'camping' bags. haha.
Rapunzel 3D was very nice :D it was like the normal kind of animated movie and surprisingly, the movie managed to end it in a very rapunzel-like way by keeping the original story of the princess' magic tears. :) It was good and the songs were nice :) Pamela who sat beside me kept having funny comments. and there was this boy at the back who kept repeating some of the movie's funny lines with one of them including 'freak' haha.
after the movie finished, we decided to go to yohanes house. went there and watched the guys play halo with funny results. and then played monopoly with funny results as well.
wanted to play need for speed with grace but after restarting for like a thousand times, we finally played halo. i failed terribly by dying i think a thousand times as well. haha.
then finally went back and after sleeping in the bus, i finally realised that i had actually been struggling to keep my eyes open through out the whole day.

i am still very tired now. sigh.
gonna have an after noon nap later and watch the repeat of BOF at night later. haha :)
finally finished section 1 of the maths hmwk, it was SO TIRING. D:

really had fun at the class chalet and thanks to yohanes for even suggesting the idea in the first case and thanks to everyone who helped in any way and of course, the people who stayed and make it awesome!
i will definitely miss you guys LOADS! lets have another one next year! x)

USS

I went to Universal Studios Singapore on Wednesday :)
It was so much fun and I sat on pretty much all of the more interesting rides!

Some rides which I think were good, which I sat on were the "Revenge of the Mummy" and "Canopy-something" ride :) These were quite fun :D
The mummy ride was just awesome. Sitting on the ride where you are going through something like a storytelling ride and with all the cinematic effects. At the main part of the ride, it would be so dark with only a few lighted poster-like figures flying past you so you dont know when will the rollar coaster go up or down. There was a part when the rollar coaster goes backwards, but it was only once and for a while. The ride was very good and FAST, which is a must-have for rollar coasters! And there are the up and down moments which makes this ride the best after the battlestar galactica since it is closed. I sat on it twice and thoroughly enjoyed it the second time since I wasnt that afraid anymore. :) I feel like sitting on it again~~~
The canopy ride was only 53 seconds!! haha. It was very fast and too short i think. But it was very fun. It was abit similar to a rollar coaster except that you are sitting in a seat which is hanging in mid-air. :) And it was very fun. There are the front and back seats. The back seat is way more fun as you dont know where will the chair be swinging to next, so it is much more thrilling! It was drizzling when i sat on it the second time, so it  was really quite cool as the rain is splashing on you! :D

Anyway, just for those who want to know what is it like, the USS is divided into a few sections and there are different rides and stores and environment based on the theme of the section.
So the few sections are: Hollywood, Madagascar, Far Far Away (Shrek), The Lost World (Jurassic), Egypt, Sci-Fi, New York.
Madagascar was the most boring as the only interesting ride there was "coming soon". Far Far Away had more interesting stuff like 4-D, and a rollar coaster ride called 'Express Airways' I think. The Lost World had the Canopy and the Waterworld show which was quite interesting. Egypt had the mummy ride. Sci-Fi was supposed to have Battlestar Galatica. There is a ride called the Accelerator there which is just like a teacup ride which goes round and round. New York has an attraction where they show you how do the directors make special effect. It was really cool as the scene in front of me was quite realistic! And I attended a live concert where it was like Glee come alive. Haha. The ending song was Bon Jovi's It's my life :D Too bad the people watching were not very high.

Overall, USS is very nice and i spent the WHOLE DAY there. Entering from 10 and exiting at 7, which are its opening hours x) It would be much more exciting when Battlestar Galatica opens! ;P

USS

I am going to USS tomorrow :D
excited much~

Have just sent the updated MPP proposal, hope that the teachers like it. :)

second blog

hey people,
i have created a second blog on wordpress.
dont worry i am not gonna dump this blog.
this blog is still my primary blog, and the wordpress one is my secondary.
it is for my to post my writings like short stories etc or when i wanna emo ><
here is the link: http://www.randomscribbleswrittenbyapen.wordpress.com/
you dont have to visit it very often as most updates on stuff would still be on this blog :)

300th

Yippee! This is the 300th posting made after my blog was established! haha, it is quite slow uh...
But nevertheless, it is quite cool :)
This brings back memories when Grace and I were competing to see who would be able to write more posts! just figured out how childish we were! x)

The holidays have been pretty boring, with its fair share of work as well.
We have Moot Parliament, which is quite hard as we have to think of a topic and stuff by tonight, to be submitted tomorrow. And we havent settled on one yet, which makes it quite bothersome as it seems as if I am the only one bothering with it. sheesh.

Watched "Predators" last night. It was gruesome when the predators spilled out green glowish blood?! No idea why was it like that. And it kinds of go deeper into humanity and the idea of kindness or death. Quite cool, though in the end, it wouldn't really make a good movie for families to watch together. Especially when you have young kids. heh.

Helped Vivianne set up her blogshop as well. She was being totally random and just suddenly asked me, hey sueqin, would you support me if i set up a blogshop? WHATTTT??? I was totally surprised but cool with the idea of a blogshop. I mean, I am currently having fantasies about being some rich kid due to a blogshop. HAHA. Helped her set it up and am currently waiting to get pictures, prices and all the details from her now. When it is ready, I will promote it here! :)

Now, I am just reading manga as usual and slacking away. I am totally not looking forward to tomorrow's MPP. Because what if the teacher totally hates our work? *shiver* This feeling of not living up to a teacher's expectations is really annoying.

hot guys

I am being like a total no-lifer here by going around posting pictures of hot guys. lol.
Starting to miss school already. Miss the homework that is given to us despite our constant objections. Miss the recess where we queue up for cafe food and complain about Betty. Miss the days where I feel like dozing off during boring classes.
And most importantly, I miss the bickering, laughing and sharing with friends and classmates. :)
Holidays seem kind of useless now that I have started to lose interest in whatever that is on the internet. Have been wandering around on Wikipedia and reading up on people like Kate Moss and Twiggy. Reading manga is boring as well since I have already read most of the interesting shoujo mangas already. The rest of them are cliche stories.
Recently bought two terrapins. SHO KUTE. The smaller one is mine and the larger one is my brother's. A bit ironic uh? They are always stuggling around and they love to hide under the shelter though I always torture thoe poor small things by forcing them out. Haha.
Looking for potential laptops to buy and will most probably buy Toshiba protégé T230-1001 or Toshiba Portege R705-P2. Both toshiba :D and maybe a Samsung one.
Looking forward to going to Genting. Really hope that my auntie will be able to book seats for us.
And my father went to buy "Walking with Dinosaurs" tickets! :D so cool right! haha.

Not sure what to do these holidays.
Maybe some writing :)


~too free

missing kellyx

I am gonna miss 2kellyx a lot... :'(

Got back my overall GPA and report books and stuff.
I was surprised as I got higher than what I had calculated and expected.
TOP 10% :D
But I know that I should not celebrate too loudly or anything as there are some people who may not have gotten a satisfactory grade.

Totally not looking forward to the last day of school tomorrow.
Which is kinda weird, seeing as how much I hate school.
But the thought of not being in the same class as my classmates of 2 years was kinda disturbing.
I still cant adjust to that thought yet.
I dont want to separate!

Memorable 2Kellyxians!
Krystal - amiable. internet-savvy. the only girl in class who luurrrvvvvveeeessss reading manga like me :D and whose hp always gets spammed by xuhua *ahem*. gets into fights with mingyu all the time! FPS.
Yuan Wen - out-spoken, dynamic. whistle! the girl whom I can never win in a debate, maybe, heh. Loves books and doesnt know what does a library book contain when the tape attached has a heart sign on it - remember?
NicoleG - straightforward, stubborn at times. the only other sengkang kellyxian and first friend, probably one of the best, that I made in DHS :) hates being called short and always argues til she wins ;P puts her handphone on silent without vibration, hence you have to have affinity with her for her to answer your call.
Genevieve - studious. the tall pretty girl whom I go on study dates with but end up camwhore-ing with x) walks with a skip. and you should really change your white (or grey?) bag! - it's so old! haha. zebras immediately nod noisily at me? (i not sure, but idea still there lahs!) always plans class outings. :)
Grace - a kind-hearted primary school friend and the girl who loves to GL. haha! visited me when i had stitches on my face. did i scare you??? xP loves jumping up on people suddenly! TOMYAM GIRL.
YingXuan - comical at times. the goody SC who loves to be paikia at times (spamming lift uh!) and who protects me from her barking cookie and cappucino x) and occasionally (maybe frequently) late. >D
Joelle - a natural leader. the girl who tied my hair once and a great target to tease! hehe. rumours with a lot of guys uh~ person who watched CS performance and StepUp3D with me and camwhored with in PlazaSing (!)  always eats curry chicken rice!
NicoleW - shy sometimes. softballer partner who weathered through coach's storms with me. haha. and who is absolutely crazy over sherlock holmes. (i still think he is ugly though xP) loves dogs and dont mind them biting her!
Pamela - energetic. the girl who is rumored with *ahem*, and loves jap. hahaha >.< gal who wore the weird wig during racial harmony day year1! haha. enthu person who came for vball :D
Tonglin - hardworking, smart girl. CS! girl who accompanied me through the boring sessions! :P and the one who told me, "singaporeans are?" KIASU. haha :p
Suting - Lively but seems quite stressed. The girl who always laughs, but is quite serious in studying. But easily distracted. :P friendly with dogs. gets pissed with the wind when she wants to play badminton. strong badminton player! :D
Mingyu - Friendly, maybe too much. The odd one out among the girls. Always irritating EVERYONE. LOUD. >D quite nice at times though. likes to eat :)
Shinmin - quite slack. bai lao da, math rs. The guy who laughs at the weirdest things and laughs funnily. haha. hmm... i have to say though, you are quite short. HAHAHA.
Boning - hardworking, damn hiong! quite like atticus o.o the 'steady' guy but then is quite irritable at times. walks weirdly. always being bullied by joelle! haha. french freak! xP
Gerald - the friendly guy who always helps. MOV KILLER with his low voice :) uncle monty in playing with money - maths trail! got to hear some dirty secrets along with yuanwen, nicoleg and me! shhhh...
Xuhua - a bit of a loner sometimes. the guy who GLs on fb and types without spacings. slouches and helped during vball :D funny science lab partner along with nicoleg. Mixes chemicals without care and has to wear weird safety goggles! haha!
Zhenyang - friendly and quite helpful. the guy whom I can never get what he is saying (sorry!) and the guy who is always attacked and 'bullied' in a way by the other guys. haha! the newly recruited SC :D the guy who failed in the cozy corner!
Bryan - blunt. the maths genius who has a monotonous voice and rebutts the teachers in a funny way!
Weirong - comical. suting's 'BFF'. loves gossip ALOT. GFW!!!! (Gen F* Weirong) haha! rumour-filled guy. loves glee and watches them online. gets bullied easily by Gen!! lost to grace in badminton. PRO ALICE STALKER.
Jinheok - temperamental at times. the GL guy who keeps forgetting things and gets nicoleg very annoyed. haha! basketball player who is like one of the only few guys who are sports talented. BIRD NEST HAIR. HAHA.
Felix - friendly. cat! and who is rumoured with *ahem* always on facebook guy. runs quite fast and praised by mr kwok who used him to compare with mingyu, haha. fail at badminton heh.
Valen - quite hardworking actl. the guy who sat beside me in term 4 and rumoured with *ahem*. vain and uses gel to do dunno what overlap and stuff which i dun get at all. haha xP oh yah, and slicing fruits on his iphone! haha. mixed up food at KFC. backhand badminton partner with suting!
Alvin - quite hot-headed but can be quite funny at times. HATES GLEE and apparently quitted halo. haha! Quite comical and quiet when sitting next to Gen, heh.
Benedict - joker. loves glee (kinda contradicting to the above uh^) guy who always hums out of the blue and makes lame jokes. x)  not bad at badminton!!! :D fail at serving vball! haha. ALICE STALKER NO. 2.
Yohanes - sucidal. sucks on sharp objects in year 1. loves annoying yuanwen till she calls him 'bast*rd'. haha!! (remember?) :p walks and runs gay-ly and slanted to one side. (how do you balance???) ALICE STALKER NO. 3


There, that is what I think is most memorable of you all :D
Will definitely miss you all! :)
2KELLYX ROCKS FOREVER! <3

manga

Yippee! Exams are over. So it is back to doing the stuff I like - manga, anime, dramas! :D

Yesterday was quite fun. Got a call at 3 from Nicole asking me to go Grace's house. Was totally unexpected! I rushed all the way there as they said that they were already at serangoon when they called me. WHAT.

Played badminton while the poor cmps people did their work. Technically some cmps people played with the non-cmps ones too.

Was very fun. Brushed up my skills. It was really hard playing after so long. My wrist's aching now from volleyball and badminton. Oh yeah, we didn't get in top 8 D: saddd. the second match, our morale was really low and that kinda made us lose. we were like did we get in??? huh huh huh??? as there were a lot of mix-ups. went to watch "The other guys". It was quite funny but full of sick jokes. Technically, not very worth the money.

Gonna go buy nicole's camera later, and maybe play badminton again. haha.
Gonna check scripts tomorrow. sian! (praying hard)

In case you were wondering who the hot guys were (^), they are from Strobe Edge, Andou and Ren. COOLLLLLLL RIGHT :d

free

i can finally fly freeeeee~

examinations are over,
all studying shall cease.
my sufferings which once seem so endless,
shall finally come to an end,
and give me a new lease.

YAHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO :D

very scared for interclass, and a lot of people cannot make it for the training.
up against B and I. *scared shit*
but i know that we can do it!!! jiayous, 2kellyx! :)

help

I need a break.
Badly.
Those whereby I can just sleep through the days without being bothered about a ringing alarm clock.
Those whereby I can just walk past a stack of notes without feeling guilty.
Those whereby I can sit through the entire day without my parents nagging.
Those whereby I can just slack,
And rest,
And recuperate,
And enjoy time.
Where I do not have to keep looking at the clock and wish that time will pass slower.
Where I do not have to worry about the next test paper.
Where I do not have to wait impatiently for the next friday.
Where I do not panic,
Or mug,
Or fear,
Or be stressed out.
How I wish such days can just flash past me without affecting me at all.
But how do I do that?
It does affect.
And that is what is affecting me.
I should not be here in the first case,
Blogging.
About random stuff that I can just put into my blog just so that it doesn't die away.
I should get going,
Back to my notes,
Back to my frustration,
Back to my brain-drain activity.
Good luck,
That's all I can say,
And hope for
On such a sad day.
Let's all go back,
And hope,
As well as work,
For the very best that we can get.

~living like a zombie

exams

gah. there has been so exams these days so i havent got the time to do much... but then why am i blogging too? haha. we just finished chinese paper 1 today and both LA papers yesterday. YESH. LA IS OFFICIALLY OVER. but i am very scared for history and geog especially. not particularly worried about maths because i cannot really study it i guess. but i should probably study set theory. it is so complicating. sheesh.
went to yoshinoya with maranda, yuping, jingwen, jocelyn, grace and later vivianne today after chinese paper finished. it was really fun and i think that was the biggest compassvalites-who-are-now-dunmanians gathering since this year? :) had great fun with you awesome people :D
have to start studying for history and geog soon. gah. wish me luck people.

mug

have been totally mugging these days...
i am just blogging for fun too. heh.

there is this hua wen shei pa shei thingy on now and tonglin is on tv heh. :D
well. this blog is totally useless actually.

my brother is also just laughing so hard now because of some random stuff.
LOL.

and i hate the new sitting arrangement. though its probably better than sitting next to valen.
its very hot at the back and i cant see anything.
we wanted to change the arrangement but ms kheng is so.... si ban.
sheesh. so now i am stuck with the seats that i had been looking forward to so much. hmph.